What’s Next?

When starting in writing a new book, I am always faced with answering a difficult question right away:

What do I write next?

I always have a list of options to choose from with partially-started outlines.

So, this time around, I’m going to do something I’ve never done before.  I’m going to ask all of you. 
What would you like me to write next?

Here are the choices:

The Mia Series – This is one of those series that reached what I believed would be its conclusion.  But, having written the Zeke and Lily series onward, I contemplated taking The Mia Series onward too.  I refer to these series (The Mia Series, The Zeke and Lily Series, The Country Rose Series) as sagas.  In short explanation: a saga encompasses the entirety of the lives of a couple.  It shows the difference between having a dynamic and having a dynamic relationship.  It shows the triumphs and failures of life, navigating what may come and retaining the love shared.

The Waddling Dead – This is my diapered spoof of the zombie TV show.  There are currently three books in this series, each depicting one season and written with each chapter representing an episode.  This one is waiting for me to find its next location, a location that isn’t similar to the first three.  These are feature-length books but the chapters are quick reads – each chapter being easy to plow through in 15 minutes.

A new P-n-I story (Pure and Innocent) – I was once given grief for calling these stories pure and innocent as I was told by people that when they read them, they got feelings from them that were anything but pure and innocent.  To clarify, it isn’t about what these stories have … but rather … what they don’t have.  In these stories, you will not find sex, sexual situations, cock sucking, fingering, cunnilingus or anything else of that nature.  You will also not find spanking, discipline, correction or anything of that kind.  It’s a simple, fluffy brained tale.  It’s been a while since I wrote one of these pure-n-innocent stories and perhaps it’s time for another.

Another Mommy/BabyBoy or Mommy/BabyGirl story – These are immensely popular.  And they’ve given me the opportunity to bring things into a story that I haven’t before.  The obvious additive would be breastfeeding, but they are other things as well these stories contain that a Daddy/BabyGirl story will not.  I never believed that anyone would read something I wrote that was other than Daddy/BabyGirl in theme.  But I am humbled and flattered that some folks have taken to these stories.  And perhaps it’s time to write another one.

That elusive first Daddy/BabyBoy story – I’ve been working on this one for a while.  The hold-up isn’t the Daddy and BabyBoy content.  I have many friends who I can access and ask for ideas that would apply well.  That which has kept this book from being written is the storyline.  Inserting ABDL and ageplay and diapers and all that into a story is the easy part.  It’s finding compelling starting points for the characters, developing a conflict that keeps you engaged until the end and coming up with some twist I haven’t put into any storyline in the past.

Holidays – A story about how a Daddy and BabyGirl celebrated every holiday – including (but not limited to): New Year’s Day, Valentine’s Day, St. Patrick’s Day, Easter, Memorial Day, Independence Day, Labor Day, Halloween, Thanksgiving Day, Black Friday, Christmas Day, perhaps Cinco de Mayo and Mardi Gras.

So which would you choose?

Please let me know. 

You can reply here or you can reply to me by email (which is the way most people communicate with me): zorroabdaddy@yahoo.com

Lily

Her name is Lilian Paddington.  And she is a dreamcatcher. 

Lily was always dreaming.  She had a dream every night and often would have daydreaming spells, too.  She could see what she wanted so very clearly in her mind.  But she was always apprehensive about pursuing her dreams.  And there were many reasons why.

The kneejerk reaction to anything that seemed too good to be true was to expect the inevitable, waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Lily’s attempts at happiness weren’t founded on having learned anything from her past.  But her past was what she wanted to forget.  To her, that made perfect sense.  That’s why her past was her past.

However, the past was always a good teacher.  Unfortunately, the past was also the one thing that repeatedly crushed hopes and dreams.  But there were some hopes and dreams that Lily refused to stop believing in, regardless of where she came from and what hadn’t worked out in her life – up to that point.

Lily wanted the fairy tale, with all the pomp and circumstance and in all its due glory.  She wanted her prince to magically appear and sweep her off her feet, happily ever after awaiting them both.  Despite her never-ending belief, in her late-20s, that prince hadn’t shown himself yet.

All of that was about to change.

But Lily had a few things to get figured out before her prince appeared.  The trouble was: she had no idea it was about to happen.

This is the prequel story of Lily.  It takes place a few months prior to the start of Zeke and Lily (Book One): Once Upon A Beginning and the last page connects right to the first page of that book.

And it details how Lily got herself ready for the rest of her life without knowing what the rest of life was going to be like.  After all, being prepared would make clear the difference between a destination and a final destination.

Her name was Lilian Paddington, a dreamcatcher and a BabyGirl to be. 

And this is her prequel …

Samples:
Breaking Free From What Holds You Back
The Birth of the Dream Elf Connection

Kindle – Nook (on the way) – Smashwords – PDF Ebook – Kobo – Google Play

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe

 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.

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If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

The Birth of the Dream Elf Connection

Taken from the ABDL ebook: Lily
(a prequel story to the Zeke and Lily Saga),

Kindle – Nook (on the way) – Smashwords – PDF Ebook – Kobo – Google Play

here is a little story about an imaginary friend who was anything but imaginary.

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The Birth of the Dream Elf Connection

(Start with Breaking From From What Holds You Back)

Moments later …

“An’ dat was jest dis mornin’, a daydream she had,” said a little elf, sitting along the edge of a lake in the middle of a clearing in a wooded area – the landscape giving it a countryside feel.

In the surface of the lake water, Lily could be seen – still laying in her bed in her apartment, still looking out the window and now thinking back on the daydream that had just finished.  This was what she did every morning, lately.  And the daydream of this morning was one of a heart-pounding trip to a mall that had transformed itself into a wonderful benefit of freedom.

Lily was a BabyGirl, indeed.  But she had no Daddy.  Not anywhere except when in her fantasies.  So it made sense that she was reluctant to do anything but fantasize.

That was what kept Lily laying there and not getting ready for work yet, despite the fact that she would be late to work if she didn’t get up soon and get ready.  But it was a Monday morning.  So the desire to go to work was at its weekly low.

That little elf of the woods watched Lily’s actions in the surface of the lake water.  Sitting next to him was another woods elf, a bit older and a female.  For him, the visions remained in the water.  For her, the visions disappeared from the water’s surface.

“What happened?” the female elf asked.  “Where did she go?”

“She’s still der,” the male elf said, mesmerized by Lily.  “But ye can’t see her anymore because she’s not dreamin’ anymore.”

“If I am understanding you correctly, you are telling me that this girl, this human named Lily, has a special connection with you and you alone,” the female elf said, looking for clarification.

“Dat’s correct,” he said with a cheeky grin.

Breaking Free From What Holds You Back – (Both Parts)

Taken from the ABDL ebook: Lily
(a prequel story to the Zeke and Lily Saga),

Kindle – Nook (on the way) – Smashwords – PDF Ebook – Kobo – Google Play

here is a little story about … well … the title says it all.

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Breaking Free From What Holds You Back – Part 1 of 2

Lily shifted in the passenger’s seat, overloaded with so many emotions and so many sensations she was incapable of sitting still.  And with every little fidgety movement she made, she could hear the tell-tale sounds of her diaper, crinkly underneath her short skirt.  It was a very short skirt, pleated in schoolgirl fashion and checkered in schoolgirl design.  She wondered if people would see her diaper peeking out underneath the lower edges.  And she wondered if people would hear the crinkling of her diaper with each stride.

Sitting in the driver’s seat, taking her to the mall was the man she called her Daddy.  He was exactly who she had dreamed about all her life, exactly who she saw herself winding up with and exactly who she needed.  Every BabyGirl had that dream Daddy in her mind, that one lone soul who rose above all the others in a sea of daddies.  Lily was no different and he was the one, the one she had searched for every night in her dreams.

Looking over at him, she smiled brightly behind her pacifier.  Oh, he was a dreamboat.  And what his mere presence did to her would take every line of every page of a diary to fully write out.  She was his BabyGirl, his pride and joy, his little diapered princess who adored everything about him and loved him more than life itself.

Currently, her nervousness and her excitement filled her with such loving affection she wondered if people would know he was her be-all end-all soulmate.

Pulling into the mall parking lot, her Daddy looked for a good spot to park.  The mall didn’t seem overly packed.  But there were several parking lots around the building and there would be no way to know the true number of shoppers inside until they went in.

This was what she wanted … all of this.  The experience.  The reality.  The feelings and emotions and uncertainties and that ever-wonderful sense of security from him being there.  Lily wanted to feel like a baby all the time.  And she wanted to be kept as one. 

Some girls wanted to be dressed to the nines and to make a splash upon entrance, so everyone would take notice to them.  But Lily?  She just wanted to be kept in a diaper and babied, making no big entrance at all.  The only person she wanted to give her attention was her Daddy.  This didn’t mean, however, that her Daddy hadn’t dolled her up for this trip to the mall.

Going with that pleated, checkered skirt was a white baby-t that clung to Lily frame.  The weather was nice and sunny that day, making it comfortable to wear thin layers and also to wear sandals.  Lily had painted her fingernails and toenails with a soft pink.  But her outfit and appearance really didn’t matter to her this time … the same way that shopping really didn’t matter to her this time – even though they were at the mall.

Lily was a shopaholic and went to this mall several times a week.  Yes, she shopped online too.  But the trip to the mall would never be old-fashioned to her.  This trip, though, was just about being there with him.  She would, of course, keep her eye out for bargains.  But that would only happen if she remained mentally capable of being able to do so.  And as her Daddy found a spot for them to park, Lily didn’t believe she would be able to do much of anything, except stay right by his side and dwell inside her own BabyGirl thoughts.

How right she was.  She just didn’t know how right … yet.

It’s time for another Zeke and Lily book

Years ago, I wrote a his-n-her story – detailing A Daddy’s thoughts and his BabyGirl’s thoughts about the exact same series of events.  It was one of the earlier books in my collection, entitled: Johnny and the Princess

It just seemed like a neat idea, to read what each person was thinking.  So I wrote it but never tried the idea again … until now.

Presently, I’ve begun outlining a prequel story to the Zeke and Lily Saga that will supply a little more information about the couple in the gap of time just prior to when they first met in book one: Once Upon A Beginning.

I’m aiming to have the book completed by this fall. 

In the mean time …

Here are all the Zeke and Lily sample stories:

In Chronological Order:

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning

Samples:

Butterflies and “BabyGirls” of the World

How Lily First Took His Breath Away

 

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Zeke and Lily: Overnight

Samples:

“Skinny Dipping”

“When Mr. Woody Met Lily“

“Oh, That Voice”

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Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory

Samples:

“The Turbulence & the Saving Grace“

“When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars”

“Before Breakfast in the Bahamas“

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Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

Read the Sample: Entry One

Listen to the Sample: Entry One

Read: The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother

 

Zeke and Lily: Ever After

Sample: 

“What She Found on the Front Seat”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily turn a Windmill”

 

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Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching

Samples:
Pink Monopoly and the Princess Fortress
Story  Audio
Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping
Story  Audio

Saturday, April 16th
“When Mr. Woody showed Lily the Answers Inside“

Aria and the Countryside

“The CountrySide” is an alternate world which humans can only visit in their dreams.

Mr. Woody, the dream elf who appears in Lily’s dreams, teaches a class of young dream elflings, preparing them for the day they make their human connections and begin to appear in humans’ dreams.

A dream elf’s job is to connect with a human through dreams and guide that human through the most difficult times in their life.

Aria is a dream elf who has not discovered her human connection yet.  There is a lot of mystery surrounding her since she was born with braided red hair.  This is believed to mean she is special in some way from all the others.  But no one knows the meaning, not even her.

Along her journey, she learns who she is and falls in love with a dream elf named Neph.  From nights in the forest to dances with unicorns to diving for magic pearls in the great lake, she falls head-over-heels for Neph, learning so much about herself along the way.

When she finally discovers her human connection, she is immediately sent into his dreams to prevent a catastrophe from unfolding.

Join Mr. Woody, Aria, Neph, a whole community of dream elves and even the appearances of Zeke and Lily (through dream sequences) as this fairy tale shows that the key to knowing yourself is to believe in who you are already.

There’s more to this story than meets the eye as it possesses a bit of information necessary to understanding the conclusion to Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching.

Sample:
The Feeling She Had Inside.

Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part One)

Sample:

“Pillow Talk”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily become Surrounded with Love”

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Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part Two)

Samples:

“The Point of No Return”

“Written in the Stars”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily follow the light”

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Zeke and Lily:  By Summer’s End

Samples:

Being Zeke & Lily

Lily’s To-Do List

When Mr. Woody Helped Lily Put it All Together

Lily of the Forest

 

Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime

Samples:

“Confessions In the Moonlight“

“Making New Friends and Getting Poopy“

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Zeke and Lily: Ten Years Later

Samples:
“The Things That Change.  The Things That Don’t.“
“The Princess of Infantilum 2“

 

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The Zeke and Lily Saga

 Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5   Book 6  Book 7  Book 8  Book 9 Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is: Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

And: The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

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If you like Zeke and Lily’s saga, I would also recommend:

The Mia Series and The Country Rose Series

Back to the Beginning

I remember when I first started this website.  It was in the summer of 2011.  Almost instantaneously, I started loading it up with the things that I loved, ABDL stories and captions for ABDL pictures.  The ebooks would shortly follow.  And I found myself with a wonderful time-consuming new hobby that I thoroughly enjoyed, one that was also very therapeutic for me … at the time.

I published on Amazon, Barnes&Noble, Smashwords, Google Books, Kobo and Lulu.  I put books up on the Amazon Kindle Unlimited platform.

As time passed and as I wrote more-n-more stories, I began to expand what I put on this site – seeing the mission of creating ABDL content of all kinds as being paramount in importance.  The more content that was available online, the more likely it was for someone to find what they were looking for when they did an ABDL-themed search.

Then came the conventions and the munches and the other various gatherings.  Wanting these events to grow, I began to advertise for them – writing blog posting after blog posting and tweeting about them like a mad man.  They kept multiplying like rabbits.  So I created a page on this website to organize them all: ABDL Events, Conventions and More – All Year Round

I began to advertise other people’s ABDL content, the clipsforsale crew and so many others.  I would advertise other people’s ABDL-themed websites, doing everything I could think to do to get the content out there and let it be known that it existed.

I even threw my hat in the ring and became a part of two podcasts: The Crinkle Cast and my own: The 1-on-1 Podcast.

And I found myself cranking out so much material that I started making more than one post per day there for a while.

I became heavily involved in the planning and implementation of two conventions as well as an avid promoter and attendee of a local munch.  And to be honest, I was happy to see that the community was firing on all pistons.  It had been the goal for so long.

When Covid hit, the internet grew tremendously busy for a while.  But that eventually died out.  If all you do is spend time online, there is an inevitable breaking point when you long for something else.

Doing any one thing all the time will, sooner or later, lead to a level of boredom with it.

It was some time last year (2021), that I hit that point when all the promotions and advertisements and events and media creation finally dulled within my interests.  Two days after this past New Year (2022), I looked back over this website, with its more than 1000 posts about stories and pictures and conventions and munches and other websites and advertisements and promotions and everything … and one single thought entered my mind …

What happened to just writing stories, Nate?

Don’t get me wrong.  I have tremendous pride in my small part in helping this community grow and grow exponentially in these past ten+ years.  And I’m happy to see so many other people promoting gatherings and creating content of pictures and stories and more.

But 2022 will be a year that I go back to the beginning, back to simply writing stories.  And this website will be a reflection of that.

I don’t know if I’ll get to all of this in 2022, but my heart tells me it’s time for a new …

Boy Toy book.  There are currently 7 books (5 Boy Toys and 2 Babysitter Crush books) about the tales of Mommies and BabyBoys.  It’s time for an 8^th one.

Girl Power book.  There are currently 5 Girl Power books about the tales of Mommie and BabyGirls.  It’s time for a 6^th one.

Saga book.  From Zeke & Lily to The Mia Series to Country Rose to The Forced Regression Dakota Series to The ABDL Apartment Series as well as a plethora of once-and-done books, there will be a new Daddy-n-BabyGirl tale, even if it’s the next book in a series that already exists.

Waddling Dead: Season Four.  I keep getting asked about the next season of The Waddling Dead.  And it will happen, posted here on this website as well as in a group on FetLife.

2022 will be about stories.  I wish all the conventions and events and content creators the best of luck.  I will still support you fully.  But it’s time for this Daddy to get back to the beginning.

Happy 2022, ABDLers of the world!

There will be more to come … always.
Zorro Daddy

Who is she?

I don’t know how many times someone has sent me an email asking that question. What they are asking is who the ABDL Girl is in the stories I write.

Some are asking for a literal answer. Others want the figurative.  Whether I give her the name of Lily, Mia, Gina, Lucy, Penny, Daisy, Rose, Sidney, Violet, Dakota, Britney, Kelly, or whomever … she is based on real people.  So, at her core, she is more real than fantasy.

But to describe the nature of whom she is:

She is perfect yet flawed. And because she makes mistakes, you can relate to her. No one is perfect, but people like her have perfect intentions all the time. (And there is nothing flawed about having such intentions.)

She is complicated yet simple. There are so many levels to her persona lity that getting to know her is a lifetime pursuit, and one that you can’t help but love. And she’ll often realize that she is searching for a solution to a problem which doesn’t exist. That’s when she goes “simple” again.

She is fun-loving yet serious. A giggle, a bounce and a smile can not only make her moment and her day, but yours as well. And all those around her benefit from her cheery outlook on everything. It is her personal mission in life to make the world around her as happy of a place as possible. But when the time comes to be serious, she can answer that calling because she realizes that the world is a great, big place and she will have a lot of work ahead of her to change it. Until then, she recognizes when she needs to be serious.

She is affectionate. And she shows how she feels, longing to be touched and held and loved back with the same passion she has given. Touch is very important to her. From the forehead to the neck to the lips to the tummy to the bottom to the legs to her toes. Her skin is a receptor and the closer she can be to a beating heart, the more affectionate she becomes. Sure, she’ll wander off, but that’s only because she wants him to take her by the hand.

She is impulsive and spontaneous. And she does what comes to mind and heart without always weighing the outcome of her actions. It is her nature to listen to her first instinct, believing that it is the best one to follow because it was the first one.

She is adaptable. And she hates the fact that she ever needs to act differently or become someone else for a short time when the situation calls for it, but she does it, just like everyone has to. She has a free spirit and an open heart. And it is because of her innocent nature that she believes everyone should be able to be exactly who they are all the time (which is also part of her mission to increase the happiness of the world.)

She is sweet. And everyone around her sees how pure her heart is. She’s got the nature to be happy and to paint rainbows in the clouds when the rain finally breaks, to see the opportunities that present themselves only by candlelight when a storm knocks the electricity out, to see long lines at a Wal-Mart as a chance to say the things you meant to earlier, to relive a kiss over and over in her mind until she receives the next one, to hug someone with the intention of giving her love to them, to wipe away someone’s tears before they stain the cheeks but not before they served their purpose, to think of what others need while she thinks of what she wants, to ask a question without fear of ridicule or judgment, to listen to the advice of others while also deciding what is best for her and to possess a motherly love in the mind of a BabyGirl.

What intrigues me about the typical ABDL Girl from my stories is that she’s real and that’s why I keep writing about her.

She is a character born from reality, nurtured through the events of storylines, and brought to life through imaginations.

She is a dream, but one that is tangible and unforgettable. And when you meet her, you’ll know who she is.

The “Diego” of a Daddy

In Zorro stories (including the movies), Esperanza was the wife of Diego de la Vega. Diego was a wealthy landowner in California in the early 1800’s. He was an aristocrat by day, and a masked bandit named Zorro by night.
In each of these stories, Diego’s love for Esperanza not only superseded his wealth as a landowner and his heroic deeds as Zorro, but it was she who inspired him to be a better individual and a better man.

Esperanza gave Diego strength and their love for one another grew. Unlike most wealthy people, Diego and Esperanza never forgot who they were and why they first fell in love with each other.
And behind the masked bandit was the inspiration which enabled him to be a hero … His beloved bride.

They existed in a world they created and sculpted and governed with Chivalry. Their passion for one another was all-consuming. They made their own destiny and controlled how it went: fierce and driven – like the tango, everlasting and enduring of whatever came their way.
They were a pair of souls who breathed as one.
People ask me why I chose Zorro as a username and Author name. And my response is always the same:
Zorro represents a life spent doing two things:

• defending something
• in pursuit of something

Zorro defends what he knows is right, He is the strength for the weak and the voice for the voiceless. He encompasses Chivalry and makes the sacrifices of self, when necessary, to ensure that justice finds no parallel.
He is a romantic hero, but what on Earth does any of this have to do with ABDL?
Quite simply stated … her.

The effect Esperanza had on Diego de la Vega was to provide for him the answers he would seek for questions he hadn’t asked, to make his eyes open in the morning and to put on the mask of a bandit in order to do the work of a hero.
It is this concept of unconditional and undying love which I use as a guide when writing the story lines of the cluster of books I call:
“The Sagas”

The Zeke and Lily Saga

The Mia Series

Johnny & the Princess

Gabriel & Gina

Country Rose

Daddy Issues

Climax

BabyLove

Crimson

Snake Eyes

50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

The Adventure of Penny

A Girl Named Love

The “Diego” of a Daddy is to find that altering love in a BabyGirl, to protect her from all things unkind (which, from time-to-time, includes protection from herself), to eliminate her insecurities, to wrap her in a blanket of security which enables her to be free within, to build a fortress around her while breaking down her personal defenses, to make her know that she is loved unlike anyone else in this world …
… and of course … to change her diaper when she wets herself.

Happy New …… Decade!

2020! A whole new decade of life, love, diaper changes and of course … ABDL ebooks to write.

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What shall I write in this new decade?

More Zeke & Lily?

More Mia & Eric?

More Rose & Emmitt?

More Penny & Elliot?

Medfet?

Dirty Gratifications?

The Mommy Grats?

Sci-Fi?

Waddling Zombies?

Rock-A-Byes?

Tales With A Kinky Twist?

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Or maybe something brand-spanking new?

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The sky is the limit and time is already a-wastin’!

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The new year and new decade have begun! So Make it a good one, Baby!

May the roads rise to meet you on your journey.  May the best of your yesterdays, be the worst of your tomorrows.

May your nightie be softer. May your pacifier be more soothing. May your smile never fade and may your diaper rash never return.

So, Happy New Year 2020, everyone!  I hope this year is everything you dreamed it could be, everything you couldn’t possibly have dreamed it to be and beyond that, everything it is meant to be.

Next year, right now, when you look back on 2020 before looking ahead to 2021, what do you want to see? 

Today begins that vision.

Blessings to you all,
Zorro Daddy

The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother

Taken from:  Zeke and Lily (Book Four): Her Diary

Kindle – Nook – Smashwords – PDF EBook – Kobo – Google – Lulu Paperback – CreateSpace Paperback

here is a diary entry Lily made about a very important day when she met her present and her future. This entry is written in Lily’s words.

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The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother –

Entry Three – September 12th

Dear Diary,

I just had a most relaxing morning. I really didn’t do much, just hung out here at the house and zoned on the couch. I have a lot on my mind right now. Next week, I got to the doctor again and he will tell me if my treatments are having any effect on the illness I have.

So today, I asked Zeke if he would take me on a trip and make it a surprise. He said he would. So I sat there for a while and tried to guess where he would take me. I heard him talking on his cell phone to someone in the bedroom.

Then he came out with a t-shirt, one of my bras, one of his light blue button down shirts, and a pair of jeans! I was amazed. He never likes me to be in pants, but recently has put me in jeans a couple of times when we’ve gone out. My legs haven’t been covered very much since he brought me home from the hospital. -giggle- I like the way that sounds. 🙂 It makes me feel like his baby.

Ahh … some day.

On the day The 50 Shades books were reported about on NBC Nightly News, this website saw a one-day spike in traffic that has yet to be even remotely equaled since.

At first, I thought there was some sort of glitch in the WordPress stats feature.  But other less-than-vanilla websites were also reporting record visitations on that day.  So I knew something was up.

Three years later, I went to see the first 50 Shades movie in the theater – something I rarely do anymore … unless it is the latest Sylvester Stallone movie.  As I sat there watching it, I thought about the possibilities of where this all could lead.  And I will admit that my mind went right to The Zeke and Lily Saga. I saw it as a pipe dream, but still contemplated how to take all 10 books in the series (11 now, but at the time, there were only 10) and combine them into 3 or 4 movies.

To just see those words: Zeke & Lily on the screen would have been a thrill unparalleled and likely, never to be paralleled again.  But it might come at a grave cost.

Tell ya what … like me get back to the explanation of that grave cost in a minute.

Unlike a lot of folks, I liked the first movie.  It was extremely watered down, but at the same time, it was watered down enough to give the vanilla masses the ability to swallow it without choking.  When speaking with a friend about it, he disagreed with me – calling it an abomination of BDSM, going so far as to refer to the Shades stories as an abusive relationship and not a representation of BDSM at all.

He would continue on about it, saying how this showed BDSM in a horrible light and how it wasn’t fair to present it in mainstream with such an inaccurate depiction.

I respected his opinion, as he was entitled to have one.  But my reply to him was:

“Throughout the 90s, ABDL was bastardized on talk show after talk show after talk show – from Jerry Springer to Donahue to Montell Williams to Sally Jessy Raphael and so many others.  And not a single one of them took a serious approach to exploring the meaning of age play, instead opting to decorate their stages as a nursery and to allow their audience members to ask insulting and  demeaning questions with intention of poking fun at the subject – as opposed to learning about it and perhaps comprehending its meaning … none of which even once being corrected or redirected by the hosts.

So I understand your pain when I hear you speak of how 50 Shades has misrepresented BDSM.”

But he brought a good point to light, once again.  Everything comes with a cost … a grave cost.  And without the necessary monitoring to keep the subject objective (for lack of a less confusing way to put it), BDSM becomes a way to physically and mentally abuse people and get away with it … and ABDL becomes an organization of diaper freaks with Peter Pan Syndrome who avoid adult responsibilities.

Sounds ugly, doesn’t it? The four letters we have in common have never been given a fair chance in the public eye.  And because of this, we don’t smile fondly on more opportunities when they arise.  But as a community, we protect our own.  And we always will.

Perhaps there are situations when certain ABDLers go at each other.  Sometimes, this is a scuffle, figuratively speaking, between two members of the younger generations.  Sometimes, this is a battle between members of opposing events.  Sometimes, this is a poor exchange between two people who struggle with how to present their opinions. 

But regardless of our reasons for being human, another human condition is to dream.  And dream I do.

Who would have ever believed that we could come as far as we have already?  We have at least three hotel conventions, two of which that are now hotel takeover conventions.  We have massive house parties, regular events and gatherings, more munches and groups and websites than can be counted … and the ability to keep growing – on our terms.

Zeke & Lily – In Theaters Now.

Ahh … some day.

20 Years

I just realized two days ago that I began writing my very first story on January 1st, 1999.  So I’ve been at it for 20 years. 3,679,310 words and 10,502 pages later, I believe I’ve only scratched the surface of what our four-letter common interest can provide us.  And I’m merely one fish in the sea, a member of a school I take pride in being a part of.

That first story was entitled: “The Diapered Female”.  Real creative name, huh? LOL  The story was about a college girl and boy who got together to spend a weekend trying out a fetish that the girl accidentally revealed to him when very drunken at a frat party.

I would post it online and would rewrite it for years as I kept exploring this new thing I had found called ABDL.  Years later, that story would be retitled: “When Fantasy Became Her Reality”.  Nowadays, that story appears in the book: Gabriel & Gina.

But I never believed I would keep writing stories.  Yet, they kept coming to mind and I kept typing them out, next posting a story entitled: “Overnight”.  This would later become book two in The Zeke & Lily Saga series.

Through the paperback-only era and right on into the ebook era, I have poured my heart into what I write.  Through relationships and the eventual massive growth of the ABDL community, I kept writing and writing and writing.

Some of the stories were based on real events in my life.  Others were the product of fantasies.  Others were the requests of people.

From romance to pure-n-innocence to dark BDSM themes – stories of sexuality, humiliation, diapers, spanking, diapers, little headspace, diapers, discipline, correction, bondage, forced regression, submission, relationships, love, hatred, marriage, public outings, medical fetish additives, encounters with zombies, futuristic sci-fi, dream elves, celebrities, fairy tales, diapers, bedtime tales, choose-your-own-adventures, demigods, nymphomaniacs, horror, pet play, Daddies-n-BabyGirls, Mommies-n-BabyBoys, Mommies-n-BabyGirls, babysitters, diapers, apartment scenarios, Lily, Mia, Rose, Penny, Lucy, Aria, Chelsea, Trisha, Dakota, Daisy, a girl named Love, Britney, a girl named Boo, Gina, a girl named Peaches, Sharon Lockett, Gabriel and Zeke …  the journey has been amazing.

I recall days when I would sleep for 6 hours and write for the other 18, nights when I would give up sleeping so I could finish a book by dawn and send it off into the publishing process to meet a specific deadline, conventions I would read the stories at, phone calls when I would read something to a dear sweet angel who was sent down to me from God Almighty at the absolute most-needed moment in my lifetime … and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, looking back on it all now.

Well … perhaps I would have started sooner.

I thank each and every one of you for having been a part of my journey.  And this website will always be available for you to peruse.

Evermore

Taken from

Zeke and Lily (Book Six): Dream Catching

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here is a little story about what you can make when you believe.

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Evermore –

The first rays of the morning sun crested over the horizon and began shining through Lily’s nursery window.  The chill of the nighttime gave way to the warmth of those first early morning sunbeams.  The room brightened with sunlight and cascaded down over everything with gracefulness.  The furniture and other items in the room gave way from their silhouette forms and returned to color and life.

Zeke cracked the door open very slowly as to not make any noise.  The smell of the room entered his senses.  He closed his eyes and breathed deeply as if the sweet smell of ambrosia were no competition.  Gazing over at the sleeping girl across the room, he quietly crept around the room, situating and re-situating everything, drawing more attention to detail than ever had before.  This was one particular, specific event that had to be as absolutely perfect as possible.

Next, he turned to her.  Asleep in her crib, his beloved Lily lie nestled in a sea of baby blankets and stuffed animals.  He took one step towards her and suddenly realized there was one more thing he needed to have ready before he woke her up.  He quietly left the room, returning just a minute later with one more item in his hand.  Now it was time to awaken her.

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode One – Mako

On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

I contacted Mako Allen (of the Big Little Podcast, DC Munch and other endeavors), asking him if he would like to do a podcast episode where we talked about a list of different topics – some of which being topics we didn’t have the same opinions about.

Ranging from discussions of terms like “community” to the ever-intriguing question of “Can ABDL and Age Play be sexual sometimes and non-sexual at other times?” to other topics about munches and conventions to other topics of how we relate to one another,  Mako and I duked it out for three hours on this first episode of a podcast that stated opinions … opinions, not facts.

But, to my surprise, our talk delved into discussions about ourselves and about others, our experiences and the all-too-important question of chunky peanut butter or creamy peanut butter.

Yep.  We got to talking about stories and about why we write them.  But we also began to discuss other places on the internet and resources that were of age play interest:

DPF.com – which no longer exists.
Aby.com
Diaperspace
Dailydiapers.com
Middle America Littles
Love in Brief
The Big Little Podcast
The Crinkle Cast
FetLife
The Ultimate Directory of FetLife ABDL Groups
Jenn Solo
When Things Fall Apart

You can find Mako Allen all over the place.  Here are several ways:

email: mako.allen@mac.com
onlydoing.net
Twitter: @makoallen
biglittlepodcast.com

His books:
Auntie Eva’s Border (In Print) (In Ebook)
Concerning Littleton

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode One – Mako
The gloves are off, but both opinions are still heard.

On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

Check out all the episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako
Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three – Star_Platypus
Episode Four – ALot and a little
Episode Five – Little Philly
Episode Six – Mike, Misty and LKB
Episode Seven – Da … Bearssss
Episode Eight – Mommy Kuri
Episode Nine – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

ABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

ABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Age Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Age Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

Age Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

Age Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper Eliot.  Website On Twitter

 

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

 

I Never Really Asked

In all the years that I’ve been an author, I never asked a few simple yet specific questions that I probably should have long before now.  But, being as I am a story teller, I have to set the question up first … of course.  LOL

O negative blood mixes well with all other blood types and because of this, is known as the universal blood type – just like ABDL goes with so many other fetishes.  The Catholic school girl fetish goes well with other fetishes, too.

The sweetest angel to ever crinkle her crawl on this good Earth once suggested that I combine ABDL with MedFet, the medical fetish.  So, I took her advice.  Five ABDL MedFet books later, I’m glad I listened to her.  With the exception of The Zeke and Lily Saga, no other series I write has sold more than the ABDL MedFet books.

While sitting in the movie theater and watching Star Trek: Beyond in the summer of 2016, the idea of futuristic ABDL came to mind.  That fall, I would write The ABDL Sci-Fi Series.

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I once got an email about writing a story of an apartment complex that was just for ABDLers.  This idea came up on an episode of The Big Little Podcast a few years ago.  Out came The ABDL Apartment Series.

95% of what I write is Daddy and BabyGirl in character theme.  But after a few emails that suggested other combinations, I wrote:

The Mommy Grats: Boy Toy Series
The Mommy Grats: Girl Power Series

ABDL Pet Play emerged. 

And because I am a fan of Stephen King, ……… The ABDL Horror Book was written as well as The Voice.

For the sexually ever-charged of the world came The ABDL Nympho Books.

ABDL Zombies was a recent edition in the sorority thriller: The Waddling Dead.

I wrote a book in choose-your-own adventure style called From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience. A book with a multi-couples themes of varying orientations and preferences: 60 Degrees and Down the Crack.

I’ve written from personal experiences and have so many romantic saga series:

        
The Zeke and Lily Saga, The Mia Series, Country Rose, Gabriel and Gina, Climax, Crimson, BabyLove, Johnny and the Princess, Snake Eyes, Déjà Vu, Daddy Issues

A series about forced age regression entitled Full Force.

ABDL and dream elves in Aria and the Countryside.

Bedtime stories – some that are dirty, some that are clean and some that are tangled fairy tales.

I even had a go at Dark Age Play a few times in The Gratification Books.

And there is still so much more to write, a lifetime of topics and themes and storylines to explore.

But I have never asked a few simple but profound questions:

What is it you like in an ABDL story?

What in a storyline compels you to keep reading?

And what story theme would you like to see combined with crinkly endeavors?

 

Zeke and Lily (Book 11): Ten Years Later

Zeke and Lily Williams have enjoyed ten years of marriage.  They’ve started a family and have done the one thing they always promised each other they would do … evolve together through life.

As family responsibilities had long-since become a routine of daily life, they still retained their dynamic bond, but had put it second in importance.  Family came first always, as well it should.

Sometimes, they had merely existed – feeling the dynamic but not being able to act on it.  Other times, they could live life fully – doing what they wanted and being who they wanted.

But now with a week to themselves, kid-free and with the sky being the only limit, Zeke and Lily decide to rekindle the dynamic that first brought them together.

Join Zeke and Lily for this 11th installment of their romantic saga, ten years later, and see what gifts remain after Christmas day.

Samples:
“The Things That Change.  The Things That Don’t.“
“The Princess of Infantilum 2“

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe

 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.

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If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series

   

 

 

The Things That Change. The Things That Don’t. (All 6 Parts)

Taken from the ABDL Saga romance:

Zeke and Lily (Book 11): Ten Years Later

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here is a little story about what remains the same when everything else changes.

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The Things That Change. The Things That Don’t. –

Monday, December 25^th – 7:30 p.m.

Zeke walked in through the front door of their apartment and opened the front of his winter coat.  Lily stepped out of it, laughing out how her husband could still be the silliest goose in the land.  Locking the front door, Zeke directed her through the apartment – back the skinny hallway and into their bedroom.  And without missing a beat, he lifted up the back of her dress, cupping his right palm on the underside of the back of her diaper and playfully patting her a few times.  Lily all-but gushed at that moment.  For as much as she believed she had him wrapped around her finger, the truth was: he controlled every emotion within her.  What a beautiful bit of power for both of them to give up. 

The stage was set, but what this kid-free week between Christmas and New Year’s would hold was a total mystery to her.  All she knew, from the onset, was that she wanted, if not needed, whatever was ahead.

Nothing Like A Saga

As I continue writing ABDL erotica, I try to keep the story lines inside of three categories: Yittlins (pure-n-innocent), Sagas (Romance) and Grats (BDSM additive).

Having three categories that are specific and unique from each other, it should be easy to keep them separate.  But after a while, I myself had to create lists to keep them straight.

Below, The Sagas are listed.  Stories of a Daddy-n-Babygirl that not only include the dynamic, but all aspects of a relationship – of  how they overcame struggles in life and how they grew together … one day and one emotion at a time.

The Zeke and Lily Saga – Born from memories and beyond, the story of a Daddy and BabyGirl from the moment they met, into the lifetime they embraced.

The Mia Series – An ABDL Romance that began with reluctance and grew into desire. A shy and sweet BabyGirl learns the path to submission is as gentle and kind as she wants it to be. 

Country Rose – Her name is Rose Bedford, a city girl who needed a little country air and an opportunity to begin again.  Awaiting her, quite a ways south of Boston, was a new life that would finally give this flower room to grow.

Other Sagas:

        

Johnny & the Princess       Gabriel & Gina       Climax          Deja Vu          BabyLove          Lucy       Crimson     One Hot Night     Another Hot Night
Snake Eyes  Daddy Issues      Aria and the CountrySide

I thoroughly enjoy writing anything that is ABDL.  But from real experiences, I can say … there’s nothing like a saga.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy

Google Daddy

       

They offer email, have the most popular search engine, have groups and so much more … including ebooks.

Here is a complete listing of the Zorro Daddy books on Google Books … available on Google Play:  Google Daddy Listings

 

(Continue to check back as more Zorro Daddy books appear on Google Books.)

 

Click the covers or the links below:

                                   

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The Grats –(BDSM, Sexual, Spankings, Discipline, Humiliation)

 50 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night

 

The Mommy Grats

The BabySitter Crush

The BabySitter Crush 2

The Pathway of Legacy

The Pathway of Legacy 2

 

The BedTime Stories Collection

ABDL BedTime Stories – The Clean Ones

ABDL BedTime Stories – The Dirty Ones

ABDL BedTime Stories – The Tangled Fairy Tales

 

The ABDL MedFet Book

The ABDL MedFet Book 2

The ABDL MedFet Book 3

The ABDL MedFet Book 4

The ABDL MedFet Book 5

The ABDL MedFet Book 6

The ABDL Nympho Book

The ABDL Nympho Book 2

The ABDL Nympho Book 3

The ABDL Apartment Book

The ABDL Apartment Book 2

The ABDL Apartment Book 3

Full Force I: Dakota

Full Force II: Dream Land

Full Force III: Extreme

Snake Eyes

The Crinklebury Tales

Genus One

Genus Two

Genus Three

Forever Young

Stolen

Storytellers

Layers

 

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The Sagas  – (ABDL Romances, with mild or minor sexuality.)

The Zeke and Lily Series

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning

Zeke and Lily: Overnight

Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory

Zeke and Lily: Her Diary

Zeke and Lily: Ever After

Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching

Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part One

Zeke and Lily: Resolutions – Part Two

Zeke and Lily: By Summer’s End

Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime

Zeke and Lily: Ten Years Later

 

The Mia Series

Book One: Oh, What a Weekend 

Book Two: The Next Weekend.  The Next Memory. 

Book Three: The Weekend of Decisions

Book Four: The Weekend She Believed

Book Five: The Weekend of Cravings 

Book Six: Her Birthday Weekend 

Book Seven: The Weekend of “Signs”  

Book Eight: The Weekend of “White-Hot” Attention

Book Nine: The Weekend of Mind-Melting

Book Ten: Her Wedding Weekend

 

The Country Rose Series

Country Rose

Country Rose 2

Country Rose 3

Country Rose 4

Country Rose 5

Country Rose 6

Country Rose 7

 

Lucy

BabyLove

Crimson

Gabriel and Gina

Aria and the CountrySide

Threesome

A Girl Named Love

Flashback

 

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The Yittlins – (Or “Little Ones”.  High Fantasies, Non-sexual.)

The Adventures of Penny

The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5

The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 6 – 10

The BeachTown BabyGirl

The SnowBunny BabyGirl

The Traveling BabyGirl

 

Feeling Little

Feeling Little In A Big World

Feeling Little In A Big World 2

Feeling Little In A Big World 3

 

(Continue to check back throughout 2017 as more Zorro Daddy books appear on Google Books.)

 

 

Aria and the CountrySide

This story takes place in “The CountrySide”, an alternate world which humans can only visit in their dreams.

Mr. Woody (from The Zeke and Lily Saga), the dream elf who appears in Lily’s dreams, teaches a class of young dream elflings, preparing them for the day they make their human connections and begin to appear in humans’ dreams.

A dream elf’s job is to connect with a human through dreams and guide that human through the most difficult times in their life.

Aria is a dream elf who has not discovered her human connection yet.  There is a lot of mystery surrounding her since she was born with braided red hair.  This is believed to mean she is special in some way from all the others.  But no one knows the meaning, not even her.

Along her journey, she learns who she is and falls in love with a dream elf named Neph.  From nights in the forest to dances with unicorns to diving for magic pearls in the great lake, she falls head-over-heels for Neph, learning so much about herself along the way.

When she finally discovers her human connection, she is immediately sent into his dreams to prevent a catastrophe from unfolding.

Join Mr. Woody, Aria, Neph, a whole community of dream elves and even the appearances of Zeke and Lily (through dream sequences) as this fairy tale shows that the key to knowing yourself is to believe in who you are all ready.

There’s more to this story than meets the eye as it possesses a bit of information necessary to understanding the conclusion to Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching.

Sample:

The Feeling She Had Inside

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The Zeke and Lily Saga

 Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5   Book 6  Book 7  Book 8  Book 9 Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is: Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

And: The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

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If you like Zeke and Lily’s saga, I would also recommend:

The Mia Series and The Country Rose Series

The Feeling She Had Inside

Taken from the second edition release of

Aria and the CountrySide

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here is a little story about what the right thoughts can make you realize about yourself.

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The Feeling She Had Inside –

Neph at patiently on the very same tree limb where he watched Aria and Mr. Woody float up into the Heavens a short while ago.  The entire CountrySide hadn’t quieted down a bit with the setting sun, the sounds of the festival continuing to fill the air around him as if they wouldn’t let up until dawn.

It was his uncle – Mr. Woody who had founded The CountrySide, another world separate from the human realm where dream elves resided, waiting for their human counterparts to fall asleep and dream.

There were many dream elves who lived in the CountrySide, but none more mystical than Aria – the shy little elf girl who was born with braided hair.  There was something special about her because of her braided hair but she had no idea what it was.  She also had no idea who her human counterpart was and because of this, she lacked self-esteem. 

None of the dream elves knew who their human counterparts were and upon birth as an elf, attended classes in the treetop schoolhouse to learn how to discover who they were connected to in the human world.

Her name … Aria, had been given to her by Mr. Woody, a slightly older elf who spoke with an accent. It was he who had given every elf a name, having realized the importance of having a name – an understanding given to him by his human counterpart.

Everybody remembered the day of Aria’s birth vividly. It was only a few months ago. She was nestled inside a flower by the edge of the lake in the middle of the countryside. Curled up in a ball, she remembered the very moment Mr. Woody peeled back the petals and allowed the moonlight to beam upon her. It was that moonlight which contained the dream of a human and when the beams touched Aria, she was connected to that human for life.

Now, she just had to figure out who that human was.  And as she returned from the Heavenly flight with Mr. Woody, Aria was filled with such new excitement.

The Zeke and Lily Saga (Remastered Second Editions)

There is nothing I have written that is more meaningful to me than The Zeke and Lily Saga.  It was born from real-life events, which makes it as personal to me as humanly possible.

I strive every day of my life to be like Ezekiel Williams.  Sometimes I get it right.  Sometimes I don’t.  But I never stop being everything I possibly can be.

I humbly thank you from the bottom of my heart for having allowed me to share something that will always be more than just a piece of my heart, mind and soul … but rather, all of me and everything that I am.

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Before Zeke (a “Daddy” and an author) and Lily (a “BabyGirl” and a newspaper columnist) met, they were perfect strangers who shared a common interest in a role playing fetish. They were perfect for each other and though they lived in the same city, they may never have met until Lily happened upon Zeke’s profile online.

These stories tell their tale, from courting to love to a possible happily ever after.

In their remastered second editions, here is their chronological order:

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning

Lily is a simple girl with a submissive nature. She longs for a guy to fulfill her dreams and help her heart overcome a troubled past. Zeke is a “Daddy” who longs to find a soul mate who craves a gentle soul and a caring touch.

This is the story of the day they first met face-to-face at a mall in Lancaster County, PA. Neither knew what to expect. All they had was a hopefulness that they had finally found what they were looking for.

Samples:

Butterflies and “BabyGirls” of the World

How Lily First Took His Breath Away

 

Every saga has a beginning … even the ABDL ones. 
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Zeke and Lily: Overnight – Zeke and Lily spend the night in his apartment. The result is an evening of events where their separate lives finally collide and they fall in love.

By morning, their fantasies had turned into their reality together.  But will it lead to a “happily ever after” for them?

Samples:

“Skinny Dipping”

“When Mr. Woody Met Lily“

“Oh, That Voice”

 

Remember your first night at “his” place? 

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Zeke and Lily: Making a Memory – Zeke and Lily have bonded their hearts. Their common interest in infantilism has grown into a love for each other. As they head off on a Bahamas vacation, that love deepens. But trouble is on the horizon.

Lily, still letting go of her troubled past, has a secret she deliberately kept from Zeke. Her fear that he will no longer love her increases and she begins to get sick over the decision to tell him the truth.

Zeke has a question to ask Lily. It is a question that is weighing on his heart.

As they enjoy their time in the Caribbean, they both struggle within to overcome their fears. But something happens while in the Bahamas that delays their chance to get the truth out, and they may not recover.

Do Zeke and Lily come home together or did their fantasy love just die in the Bahamas The answer lies within these pages.

Samples:

“The Turbulence & the Saving Grace“

“When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars”

“Before Breakfast in the Bahamas“

 

We all have a favorite vacation from our memories. 
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Zeke and Lily: Her Diary – Zeke and Lily’s relationship grows as they move in together.  They return home from a vacation and Lily begins medical treatment for her illness.

Told from Lily’s perspective in ten entries from her diary, she recalls her fears and sadness of being ill by writing of her experiences in the first two months of her treatment.

By the end of the book, a problem arises, threatening to separate them and she struggles with her emotions to find a solution.

(In it’s printed or downloadable formats, this book contains the hand-drawn pictures Lily made while writing the journal. In all other formats, it’s not possible to show them.)

Read the Sample: Entry One

Listen to the Sample: Entry One (as read by Barbarellastar from FetLife)

Read: The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother

Ever wonder what a girl writes in her diary? How about an AB Girl? 
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Zeke and Lily: Ever After

First, they met face-to-face in Once Upon a Beginning.
Then, there was a sleepover in Overnight.
Then, a Caribbean vacation in Making a Memory.
Then, they moved in together in Her Diary.

Now they approach an Ever After.   Will it be Happily?

The Holiday Season has arrived and Lily is filled with the joys of Christmas. She and Zeke spend the holidays with an assortment of eclectic friends. They find out that having friends, through the good times and the bad is a blessing in disguise.

With Yuletide in full bloom, Lily and Zeke deal with a serious and dangerous adjustment to her medical treatment, pregnancy, emergency trips to the hospital, a rather heated return from her abusive father and a secret Christmas Wish that Lily desperately prays to come true.

Spend Christmas with Zeke and Lily, in this, the 5th story in their saga.

Sample: 

“What She Found on the Front Seat”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily turn a Windmill”

 

Knowing for certain has never felt so good. 

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Zeke and Lily: Dream Catching

Winter in Lancaster County is over … well almost. Maybe one more snowstorm yet to deal with. Zeke couldn’t be happier to see the cold weather leave while Lily could stand a few more opportunities to make snow angels before spring arrives.

So much is happening as Lily’s sister enters the end of her pregnancy. The couples which Lily and Zeke have befriended are all married and making plans to expand their own families soon.

Zeke and Lily are just a few months from their wedding day. As Lily’s illness remains so does the concern for her health. Zeke splits his time between New York City (attending meetings with a publication company for his book) and Lancaster (tending to Lily’s frail condition while getting ready for marriage).

Marriages, pregnancies, health – all issues on Lily’s mind that culminate into nightmares she begins to have about people she loves being hurt or killed.

The nightmares intensify and after a few deja vu moments prove her nightmares to be premonitions, she seeks help from a psychologist before she loses her mind.

Her greatest fear is losing every good thing in her life – a scenario which has played out many times before in her life, leaving her heart broken and empty.

When her nightmares begin to include Zeke getting harmed, she comes to the brink of a nervous breakdown.

But the ever-patient Zeke – the Daddy in her life, walks her through each trial as it arises. She comes to appreciate the things she may have been overlooking all along.

Will a half moon amulet from a trinket shop bring Zeke a protection he never knew he needed?

Will Lily’s magic touch be strong enough when she needs it to be the most?

Follow Zeke and Lily (and Pretzel), Grant and Keira (and Nittany), Billy and Taylor (and baby on the way), a dragon-tattooed man, Mr. Woody and Erica as the catching of dreams leads to a final chapter that couldn’t be seen coming.

Samples:

Saturday, April 16th

Pink Monopoly and the Princess Fortress Story  Audio

Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping Story  Audio

“When Mr. Woody showed Lily the Answers Inside“

 

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Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part One)

Summer has returned.
Zeke & Lily will soon be an Uncle & an Aunt.
Their wedding day approaches.
And they have never been more in love.

Lily’s happiness has never been so bright and her smile has never been so wide.

Yet, the truth of the matter is:  Her illness is worsening and her stability of health is now at serious risk of failing.

Lily has begun listening to the ticking of her maternal clock.  But her health may not make having a baby a possibility.

Through adversity, they remain in love and as her frailty makes her need for his care a necessity, she falls victim to the reality that, though their love is stronger than anything else, her body is human.

Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part One) is the 7th book in the series and shows the power we possess when life deals us a hand we can’t possibly win.

But for Zeke and Lily, they remain strong through weakness: 

Traveling together. 
Standing still together. 
For the Long Haul.

Sample:

“Pillow Talk”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily become Surrounded with Love”

 

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Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part Two)

If given one chance, could you find the words to be better than you had ever been before?

Would you have the strength and perseverance to brave the icy currents of a mind lost within its own guilt?

Or travel the path less taken, filled with all the creatures of childhood nightmares, to bring back the one you love?

Even an unbridled and unbroken will to protect and survive most one day face the challenge of a lifetime.  But no one is able to face every challenge and always win.  The truest test of one’s will is find how to move forward from the defeats we simply can’t admit to.

Zeke and Lily: Resolutions (Part Two), the eighth book in their saga, shows the strength we sometimes don’t know we have, in the connection of soul mates.

Samples:

“The Point of No Return”

“Written in the Stars”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily follow the light”

 

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Zeke and Lily:  By Summer’s End

It’s late April. Zeke & Lily return for a summer they won’t see again for quite a few years to come.

In the past, they addressed the challenges thrown their way with a broader imagination of what life could hold if they didn’t chop it up along the way.  But this summer is different and as life continues to move forward, they suddenly find themselves with limited time and only a few pages left before this chapter of their lives ends and the next one begins.

Join Zeke and Lily as they prepare for the future by tying up the loose ends of the past.  And along the way, Lily tries to complete her list … By Summer’s End.

Samples:

“Being Zeke & Lily“

“Lily’s To-Do List“

“When Mr. Woody Helped Lily Put it All Together”

“Lily of the Forest“

 

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Zeke and Lily: For A LifeTime

Every LifeTime has a story.  Every story has a beginning & an end, telling of the journey & of the destination.

Life will throw you curve balls and you’ll get knocked down.  But leading a charmed life doesn’t necessarily have to do with having everything handed to you and made perfect.  There’s a merit in blazing your own trail, journeying with someone and reaching a destination that makes you turn around and smile at how you got there.

With Lucy’s birth on their doorstep, Zeke and Lily tie up a few loose ends, learning to become parents, learning to fall in love with each other all over again, finishing a dream island vacation they started years ago and ending at an altar with sand between their toes.

Join Zeke & Lily in this, the finale of their Daddy & BabyGirl saga.

Samples:

“Confessions In the Moonlight“

“Making New Friends and Getting Poopy“

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If you like the Zeke & Lily Saga, I’d also recommend “The Mia Series”

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The Zeke and Lily Saga

 Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5   Book 6  Book 7  Book 8  Book 9 Book 10

 

 

Oh, That Voice

Taken from the second edition of

Zeke and Lily (Book 2): Overnight

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here is a little story about what the right timbre can do to a BabyGirl’s soul.

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Oh, That Voice –

Zeke carried Lily back the hallway to his bathroom, softly humming in her ear.  Lily rested the side of her head on his left shoulder, tucking up underneath his chin and listening to the vibrations of his vocal chords.  Oh, what unexplainable things the timbre in voice did her – at her core and on her surfaces.  Setting her down on her feet, he slid her skirt down to the floor.  She kicked it off her ankles along with her sandals.  Then he unbuttoned his shirt off of her as she lowered her arms to her sides – allowing it to fall to her elbows, then to her wrists and then to the floor.

“You’re beautiful, Lily,” Zeke said softly, Lily growing weak in the knees and feeling a slight buzz of dizziness as she gripped the bathroom counter behind her to prevent herself from collapsing to the floor.

His voice.  Oh, that voice.  She couldn’t really put it to words what his voice had the power to do to her, but she had spent every waking moment with his voice in her mind ever since their first phone call a few weeks ago.  There was a slight growl in his tone, reflective of a bit of age, but ultimately of thicker vocal chords.  There was a gentleness to it that seemed out-of-place in his body.  He just didn’t seem like he should possess such kindness and such care within his soul. 

But he did. 

The “PaperBackers”

So long as there are BabyBoomers in this world, there will likely always be an audience of readers who love the feel of a book in their hands …

So long as there are little girls who want to sit in Daddy’s lap at night and hold the bedtime stories book he is reading to her from …

So long as there are little fingers that turn pages, hold crayons and color …

So long as the charm of a paperback book is still sought, there will always be Zorro Daddy paperbacks.

 

              Firstly, the coloring books:

……….. There Once Was a Girl

….. There’s a BabyGirl On My Mind

And now the sagas:

The Voice – Sharon had a lot to learn from what she couldn’t forget.

Snake Eyes – The story of a girl who ran away one too many times and suddenly couldn’t find her way back home … not without a Daddy to make her to believe in herself again.

 

BabyLove – A celebrity with a little secret learns that fame can come at a cost far steeper than achy breaky.

Climax – Nina learned a lot, but nothing greater than what love felt like … in Climax.

 

Crimson – Oh it’s true what they say about redheads. But what they say about BabyGirl redheads …

 

….. Johnny and the Princess

The story of a Daddy-n-BabyGirl who fell in love, grew together and found the tomorrow their yesterdays didn’t know.

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A remastered second edition of The Zeke and Lily Saga is underway and will be available soon.  The original covers will remain available for a short time. Then they will be gone.

Once Upon An Overnight

Book 1 and Book 2

 

 

Making a Memory

Book 3

 

 

Her Diary

Book 4

 

 

Ever After

Book 5

 

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Dream Catching

Book 6

 

 

Resolutions

Book 7 and Book 8

 

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By Summer’s End

Book 9

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For A LifeTime

Book 10

The Signature

I sometimes get an ear-full from people who tell me that it is wrong for me to be selling ABDL ebooks and that, instead, I should just be posting them online – making them free for all to read.

I thought a lot about that over the past four years of doing this ebook thing.  And the conclusion I came to is that, despite the fact that I sell ABDL ebooks, I have always posted enormous amounts of free samples.  Much to the chagrin of several publicists I’ve been in touch with about marketing, I believe I will always post free samples.

Selling ebooks doesn’t make me rich.  I’ll admit that I haven’t had to look hard to find the money each month to pay the cell phone company and the cable company, but by no means am I swimming in cash because I put a bunch of diaper stories on Amazon.

It’s a bit of a dream, I suppose, that one day I just might write something so popular as the 50 Shades books.  And after that, I wouldn’t need to worry much about money anymore.  But even at that point, free samples would still need to be a part of the practice.

Thinking back on the now-completed signature series, The Zeke and Lily Saga, I remember when I first started writing it.  I remember who the character of Lily was based off of.  But more than anything else, I remember where that series, as well as everything I have written, was born … in my heart.

And I also remember all the samples I gave out along the way:

Once Upon a Beginning

Butterflies and “BabyGirls” of the World

How Lily First Took His Breath Away

 

Overnight

“Skinny Dipping”

“When Mr. Woody Met Lily“

 

Making a Memory 

“The Turbulence & the Saving Grace“

“When Mr. Woody took Lily to the Stars”

“Before Breakfast in the Bahamas“

Her Diary

Entry One Read it  or Listen to it

The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother

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Ever After

“What She Found on the Front Seat”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily turn a Windmill”

 

Dream Catching

Saturday, April 16th

Pink Monopoly and the Princess Fortress Story  Audio

Dirty Laundry and Cartoon Napping Story  Audio

“When Mr. Woody showed Lily the Answers Inside“

 

Resolutions (Part One)

“Pillow Talk”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily become Surrounded with Love”

 

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Resolutions (Part Two)

“The Point of No Return”

“Written in the Stars”

“When Mr. Woody helped Lily follow the light”

 

By Summer’s End

“Being Zeke & Lily“  – “Lily’s To-Do List“

“When Mr. Woody Helped Lily Put it All Together”

“Lily of the Forest“

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For A LifeTime

“Confessions In the Moonlight“

“Making New Friends and Getting Poopy“

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Though the signature series is complete, there are so many other stories yet to come.  Zeke and Lily were merely the beginning but will always remain at the center of my heart.  Their stories are the ones I lived. 

Other stories I simply write, but all of them … I feel.  And every word will always be a piece of my heart..

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The Completed

I post this as I am currently writing book #100.

Thinking back over the other 99, I tend to smile … but not for any conceited reason.  I’m simply proud of what I’ve done.  It was a lot of hard work, a lot of hours spent in front of a lap top and a lot of sleepless nights as I raced to meet self-imposed deadlines.

When I had days off from work, I was writing.  When I got home from work, I started writing.  With football on the TV as background noise, I wrote.  With the distraction of a good Rocky Balboa movie on the TV, I wrote.  And I wrote and wrote.  And I wouldn’t change a single bit of it.

When I first started writing on a daily basis in August of 2011, I imagined what it would feel like when I reached the 100th book – to have a collection I could look back on.  And I wondered if I had that many stories in me to tell.

I take pride in the efforts I put into these books.  For a while, it was very therapeutic to write.  And then, it became so much more for me.

Below are the completed series.  There are plenty of other series still in the works, but these are the ones that have been seen through to their end:

The Zeke & Lily Saga – This is the signature series, as I call it.  It’s not just an ABDL romance.  It’s a story of life in full, of struggles, of challenges, of triumphs and of strength in love.  Nothing in life is more powerful than that which completes you.  Zeke and Lily completed each other.  And they danced the tango to the fullest.

The Mia Series – This is a story of a girl who discovered the baby inside her.  No, she wasn’t pregnant when she made this discovery.  She herself was the baby.  And it was Eric who would help her open up to all she could be.  In a single breath of air, he changed her life.  And she never looked back once.

 

Gabriel & Gina – The first book in this series was the first book I ever wrote, back in 1999.  A college girl makes a drunken confession to a college guy … and it winds up being the best mistake of her life.

   

The Adventures of Penny – Her name is Penny Jordan, or P. J. for short.  And when Elliot met her, he had no idea how rambunctious she could be.  But it didn’t take him long to understand that any good Daddy has a spare pacifier in his pocket and a waiting diaper bag in his hand.

 

The Gratification Collection – This is a collection of stories that are all disconnected, each one having a different Daddy and BabyGirl.  These stories are highly sexual and include a lot of elements of BDSM – punishment, discipline, training, spanking, bondage, humiliation and more.  They are not pure-n-innocent stories.

The Sticky Situation Series – I’ve always loved to insert scenarios into the books where the Daddy-n-BabyGirl go out into public.  And the feeling coursing through her is one of excitement, of the thrill behind possibly being “discovered”.  So I created a series where humiliation is the key theme and out-n-abouts are the destinations.

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10 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night – This is a continuous story that I outlined while walking the grounds of FetFest 2011.  It grew into 5 books and 50 things.  It is also highly sexual and contains a lot of elements of BDSM.

 

The ABDL Apartment Series – This series is a multi-sexual trilogy about several ABDL couples with varying degrees of darkness and purity who came together under one roof and formed friendships that bonded them.

 

There are many more series to be completed and many more new ones that will be born.  These are the stories I write.  These are the stories I lived, well … some of them.  I will always write them.  And every word will always be a piece of my heart.

Blessings to you and yours,

Zorro Daddy

Making New Friends and Getting Poopy

Taken from:

Zeke and Lily (Book Ten): For a Lifetime

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here’s a little story about the importance of being a small fish in the sea and how to get poopy.

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Making New Friends and Getting Poopy –

Zeke and Lily spent the morning of their second day in the Bahamas simply playing in the blue water directly behind their hotel, riding waves in and eventually collapsing on the beach for a few hours of sunbathing. And as she tanned, Lily’s mind drifted back to the events of last night. Oh, those glorious memories would live a lifetime in her dreams and fantasies. She would remember every emotion, every sensation and every bit of how wonderful the embarrassment actually felt – now that it was over. Though it was intense as it happened, she knew that before long she would have an infatuation with the next time her Daddy taught her a lesson like he did last night.

The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother

Taken from:  Zeke and Lily (Book Four): Her Diary

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here is a diary entry Lily made about a very important day when she met her present and her future. This entry is written in Lily’s words.

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The Kind of Girl You Bring Home to Meet Your Mother –

Entry Three – September 12th

Dear Diary,

I just had a most relaxing morning. I really didn’t do much, just hung out here at the house and zoned on the couch. I have a lot on my mind right now. Next week, I got to the doctor again and he will tell me if my treatments are having any effect on the illness I have.

So today, I asked Zeke if he would take me on a trip and make it a surprise. He said he would. So I sat there for a while and tried to guess where he would take me. I heard him talking on his cell phone to someone in the bedroom.

Then he came out with a t-shirt, one of my bras, one of his light blue button down shirts, and a pair of jeans! I was amazed. He never likes me to be in pants, but recently has put me in jeans a couple of times when we’ve gone out. My legs haven’t been covered very much since he brought me home from the hospital. -giggle- I like the way that sounds. 🙂 It makes me feel like his baby.

Lucy

This is the tale of Lucy, a young 20-something girl who has forgotten how to dream, but little does she realize, her whole world is about to change.  Beginning with the completion of: “To Sleep, Perchance to Dream”, Lucy awakens and enters into a series of events that present to her the self-truth she never knew, ushering in a return to an innocence she had long since forgotten.

When we discover a truth about ourselves, such as the connection we feel to a fetish, it can be scary at first.  Lucy feels this way as she learns that ABDL are four letters her heart has always known and her soul has always been looking for.  With the help of a few dream elves, Lucy boldly enters a world most would consider to be off-the-beaten path.  But what she finds is the pathway she was destined to travel one day.

This book is the tale of a journey of self-awareness, beginning as an enigma and ending with euphoria as Lucy becomes the BabyGirl she was always meant to be.

Samples: 

“Spanning Between the Mystery and the Lucidity“

“The Ecstasy of a Fantasy Unknown“

“Dotting I’s and Crossing T’s“

 

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………………….. The HodgePodge Series 

   

The Dynamic Story

From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience

Johnny and the Princess

Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati

Lucy

BabyLove

Climax

Crimson

Snake Eyes

The Crinklebury Tales

60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader

Forever Young

A Girl Named Love

Storytellers

Layers

Flashback

 

 

Zeke & Lily (Book Ten): For A LifeTime

Every LifeTime has a story.  Every story has a beginning & an end, telling of the journey & of the destination.

Life will throw you curve balls and you’ll get knocked down.  But leading a charmed life doesn’t necessarily have to do with having everything handed to you and made perfect.  There’s a merit in blazing your own trail, journeying with someone and reaching a destination that makes you turn around and smile at how you got there.

With Lucy’s birth on their doorstep, Zeke and Lily tie up a few loose ends, learning to become parents, learning to fall in love with each other all over again, finishing a dream island vacation they started years ago and ending at an altar with sand between their toes.

Join Zeke & Lily in this, the finale of their Daddy & BabyGirl saga.

Kindle – Nook – Smashwords – PDF Ebook – Kobo – Google – Lulu Paperback – CreateSpace Paperback 

Samples:

“Confessions In the Moonlight“

“Making New Friends and Getting Poopy“

 

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The Zeke and Lily Literary Universe

 

  Lily     Book 1   Book 2  Book 3 Book 4  Book 5  Book 6   Book 7 Book 8 Book 9 
Book 10 Book 11

Also attached to this series is:

Aria and the CountrySide

Taking place simultaneously with the end of book 6.

The Story of Lucy

Taking place years later.

Climax

Zeke’s cousin finds his Daddy side.

Full Force II: Dream Land

Dakota’s tale of forced regression continues when she schedules a regressive therapy session with a lady who turns out to be Lily’s Aunt.

The Creole Crawl

Zeke and Lily appear in a karaoke night at the famous New Orleans bar.

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If you like the Zeke and Lily Literary Universe, I would also recommend:

……… The Mia Series ……….. and  …….. The Country Rose Series