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The Waltz of the Butterflies

Take from the forthcoming ABDL romance:

Forever Young

here is a little story about the first time and about the unforeseen dancing that accompanied it.

The Waltz of the Butterflies

Going along for the ride, Ella was without any ability to shake from her little mind the fact that she had been denied entrance into that room.  And in a matter of a few seconds, it truly had become an obsession for her.  Dante took immediate notice to this struggle, her eyes once again being the windows to her soul.  But in a matter of a few second, she would be distracted in a way like never before.  And in a matter of a few minutes, her mind would be focusing on what she actually had – as opposed to what she thought she wanted … if not thought she needed.

Getting to the bottom step of the staircase, Dante turned and carried her into the front room – walking over to the front bay window and drawing the heavy rod-pocket curtain open fully.  But there was a second curtain behind it that he left closed.  It was made of a silk-like material, very-light and only semi-transparent – still allowing the brightness of day into the room but keeping the view into the room somewhat private to passers-by outside.

Initially, she thought nothing of this, but was about to understand the importance of that second curtain – finding instant gratitude for it.

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The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Three – Star_Platypus (with PA_Daddy)

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On Stitcher
On iTunes

How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

Or maybe you learn that the things you don’t have in common make clear the things you do.

Strap yourselves in for this one!  The third episode is a rollercoaster ride and that is no exaggeration.  Star_Platypus and Special Guest Antagonist PA_Daddy sat down with me and we put together a recording that makes fairly clear what a LLAMA munch in Lancaster, PA feels like.

With each episode, I try to add a little something different and this go-around, my job was easy.  Plat and PA are well-spoken individuals … even when they speak over top of each other.  But they are perfect examples of how two people can have differences of opinions on certain issues without losing the human trait of respect for each other.

The topics of this hurricane-proof episode included (but definitely were not limited to) origins that fostered self-discoveries, the known, the unknown, confessions, convictions, confections (when cookies were brought into it), what you just might find at a Papa John’s, calorie counts, vanilla frosting, alternate meanings for the acronym LLAMA, how to eat Chinese take-out like a boss,  Star Wars and who from Star Wars movies we would diaper or be diapered by, the post-apocalyptic, stamina at the half-way point, conventions, fetish festivals, gatherings, munches, what we favor and what we don’t.

The debate raged on about the truth behind the greatest conundrum in human history …  creamy peanut butter or chunky peanut butter?

And at the very end, Star_Platypus told a story about a mind-melting and personally gratifying experience he had at Camp Crucible … a story that had me speechless.

But I will say that it has convinced me to go to Crucible in 2019.

I am still in recovery from this one and will be for a little while.  LOL  But I am extremely grateful to Star_Platypus and PA_Daddy for bringing their points of view, their opinions, their unique differences and all the similarities that make us friends.

And as an added bonus, I made a quote list from the episode.  You can find it here.

I hope you enjoy listening to it as much as we enjoyed recording it for you.

Here are some links you may find useful after listening to episode three:

Star_Platypus
PA_Daddy
The LLAMA Group
The LLAMA Munchie FL account
Camp Crucible
The Camp Crucible Website
The LLAMA Munch Quotes: The First Four Years

 

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode Three – Star_Platypus and PA_Daddy
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

 

Also check out the other episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako
Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper EliotWebsite On Twitter

Love In Brief – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

Sealing the Deal – Part One of Two

Take from the forthcoming ABDL romance:

Forever Young

here is a little story about overcoming your doubts and believing in what could be.

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Sealing the DealPart One

Wednesday, 6pm

Ella walked briskly down the sidewalk, ignoring the noise and the bright lights coming from the ball park two blocks away.  This was not about fun and games, not for her and not tonight.  She wasn’t as angry as she was last night, but she was certainly on edge – for good reason.

At the end of the next block she walked into the Forever Young bar, that same watering hole establishment where all this trouble had begun for her. Opening the door and pushing past the bouncer, she marched right in – beginning to scan the faces in the room until she saw Dante sitting at the far end of the main bar.  Waving the bouncer off, Dante stood up and weaved his way through the crowd of people who were there for drinking and for the bar’s dinner hour specials.

Motioning Ella over to a booth at the side of the main room, he took a seat on the other side of the table.  Placing his elbows on the table and folding his hands, he waited for her to start talking.

But what could she say to him?  What could he possibly expect to hear from her?

“I have some explaining to do.  I understand,” Dante said calmly, hoping to spur the beginning of the conversation out of her.

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What Good Things Do …

In what I write, I often use the phrases Dream Come True, Forever and a Day, Fairy Tale Ending, and of course, Happily Ever After.  What I write is fantasy and therefore can always be the perfect story that welcomes one of those phrases at its end.

Real life teaches us that it isn’t as simple as: “Meet, Fall in Love, Kiss, Roll End Credits”.  And the people we gain and lose in our lives sometimes make us numb to continuing our search for the soul mate we believed to have been found.

I once received a friend request on FetLife from someone who had a quote in her profile I had never read before.  It said:

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together.” – Marilyn Monroe

In an instant, unexpectedly and perhaps even unintentionally, what you believed to be the truth can change.  And if you’ve felt the sting of vindication, you know what I mean by truly feeling numb.

But the numbness goes away after a while and your head resurfaces above the water.  You’ll still be the wonderful person you were before, but you’ll have been made wiser for the future.

So, I present to you a story ( a short one ) that I wish I could claim ownership of.  It tells a sweet tale about what someone’s heart can feel and how words can sometimes be perceived to mean two different things.

I posted this story before, but I don’t think I could post it in enough places.  And though it doesn’t drive at any ageplay or “Daddy’s Girl Fetish”, I believe it captures the root of the Daddy/BabyGirl dynamic very well.

Beautiful Needs

 A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty.
He said no.

She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever.
He said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave him, would he cry?
He said no.

She had heard enough.
As she walked away, tears streaming down her face, he grabbed her arm and said:

You’re not pretty. You’re Beautiful.
I don’t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever.
And I wouldn’t cry if you walked away, I’d die.

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The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken

On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

Or maybe you discover that your differences don’t outweigh your similarities.  ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken are incredibly nice people.  And they prove it once again on this recording.

Ranging in topics from personal starting points to personal flaws to what we’ve learned along the way to the challenges that multiple generations face within our community, RY and RNT sat down with me and we did a 1-on-1 podcast – this second episode being a 1-on-1 couple podcast.

It was really great having three points of view and I thoroughly enjoyed the wisdom they shared, hearing about the experiences they have had and how they’ve grown in their lives and in their marriage.

Plus, they even answered the greatest conundrum in human history …

creamy peanut butter or chunky peanut butter?

I hope you enjoy listening to it.

You can find RY and RNT all over the place.  Here are several ways:

Tumblr: ResonantYes.tumblr.com
FetLife: ResonantYes   –   RoadNotTaken
Love In Brief Podcast FetLife Group
Love In Brief Podcast Website
Love in Brief on iTunes
Love in Brief on Google Play

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

 

Also check out:  The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode One – Mako
On Soundcloud
On Stitcher
On iTunes

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

The Big Little Podcast – Mako and Spacey present the granddaddy of them all … a podcast by, about and for ageplayers of all kinds.

abdlcastABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little PodcastDream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL PodcastJust Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

Family Affairs PodcastABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Tina Horn PodcastAge Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw PodcastPadded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Weimerica Weekly PodcastAge Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

The Dark Side PodcastAge Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

It Girl Rag Doll PodcastAge Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper EliotWebsite On Twitter

Love In Brief – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken’s ABDL advice podcast focused on love: love of self, love of others, and romantic love.  A quick listen with each episode, perfect for when you have a few minutes and can only listen to one episode.

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

 

 

What I Saw and What I Loved

I wasn’t going to put up a posting about TeddyCon 2018, instead opting to thoroughly enjoy reading what other people wrote about it.  But when I got home on Monday night after having been at the convention hotel for the eight days prior, I felt a familiar urge to do something I hadn’t done in more than a week … to write.

The more people write and post about the events they go to, the more those events grow.  Posting about specific activities enjoyed or other recollections of specific moments at a convention give the organizers a bit of information about what was seen as most memorable at the event they put together.

Anyone who plans and implements a convention or similar gathering wants their creation to be memorable and to leave fond thoughts in their attendees’ minds, even days after the convention ends.  And when people write about their fresh memories, it becomes a window that clearly displays what people enjoyed the most.

So, instead of typing a minute by minute recalling of the entire experience, I’ve decided to write about specific moments from TeddyCon 2018 that I found to be personally touching.  It is an impossibility to be a part of every single class, activity, craft, special event and specific happening at TeddyCon as there are always at least six different options of things to do at all points in time.

It goes without saying that I didn’t see everything that went on at TC, every moment in every location.  So, I will write about what I saw and what I loved.

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TeddyCon 2018 was the second year of a complete hotel takeover offering.  At TC, a complete hotel takeover is inclusive of every square inch of the entire hotel building, up to and including the glass doors of the main entrance as well as the indoor pool.  But it is also inclusive of the courtyard.  And the whole thing truly felt like a village, a magical destination – complete with a restaurant, a watering hole, a swimming hole, sleeping accommodations, shopping, entertainment, night life and the ability to roam about in nothing but a t-shirt and diaper – if so desired … protected and maintained to keep it safe.

And my oh my. The TeddyCon village atmosphere was filled with an energy I had never felt the strength of before while it offered up more than any prior TeddyCon had tendered.

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Jaw Dropped and Heart Pounding while Mesmerized by the Vision

There are few times when I am stopped dead in my tracks, these days.  And that’s not to say that what I see no longer has the meaning or effect on me that it once did.

It’s more to say that I’ve seen a lot in the years I’ve been a part of this community of ours – from my own personal and private experiences to more public ones like at munches and conventions.

But every now and then, something comes along that brings me to a screeching halt in whatever I’m doing.  I stop typing on my laptop or stop scrolling through endless amounts of postings and bloggings on sites like Twitter and Tumblr.

When I stumbled across this picture, my jaw dropped … my heart began pounding with the galloping pace of a race horse and I sat back – mesmerized by the vision in front of me.

I’ve written about that scenario depicted in more stories than I can remember, at this point.  In a dramatically less open manner, I have engaged in doing this with … someone … when out-n-about.

It is at the very heart of so many thoughts, so many fantasy that are dreamed of becoming reality.  But there has always been something about this scenario that always kept it realistic only as a fantasy.

Whether it was the struggle between being open-n-happy with one’s self as opposed to being so open that we were thrusting our wishes on others … or if it was a debate about the damage that could be done to the community when someone was so bold as to go so absolutely public with it … or if it was a debate about whether or not the picture was photo-shopped, there has always been something that harbored its greatest pleasure in the fantasy realm only.

And while I understand and agree with the above concerns, I’m happy in knowing that, despite everything, that picture still holds the essence of the Daddy-n-BabyGirl dynamic in my heart.

But wait!  There’s one more thing about this!

When showing this picture to an attendee at a recent L.L.A.M.A. munch, I was informed that there are establishments in the Pacific Northwest that are extremely lifestyle-friendly and that such a sight wouldn’t be shocking in a great many places up there.

I was quite surprised by that, but suddenly had the urge to see the Pacific Ocean for the first time in my life, via Oregon – as it turns out.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy