Who is she?

I don’t know how many times someone has sent me an email asking that question. What they are asking is who the ABDL Girl is in the stories I write.

Some are asking for a literal answer. Others want the figurative.  Whether I give her the name of Lily, Mia, Gina, Lucy, Penny, Daisy, Rose, Sidney, Violet, Dakota, Britney, Kelly, or whomever … she is based on real people.  So, at her core, she is more real than fantasy.

But to describe the nature of whom she is:

She is perfect yet flawed. And because she makes mistakes, you can relate to her. No one is perfect, but people like her have perfect intentions all the time. (And there is nothing flawed about having such intentions.)

She is complicated yet simple. There are so many levels to her persona lity that getting to know her is a lifetime pursuit, and one that you can’t help but love. And she’ll often realize that she is searching for a solution to a problem which doesn’t exist. That’s when she goes “simple” again.

She is fun-loving yet serious. A giggle, a bounce and a smile can not only make her moment and her day, but yours as well. And all those around her benefit from her cheery outlook on everything. It is her personal mission in life to make the world around her as happy of a place as possible. But when the time comes to be serious, she can answer that calling because she realizes that the world is a great, big place and she will have a lot of work ahead of her to change it. Until then, she recognizes when she needs to be serious.

She is affectionate. And she shows how she feels, longing to be touched and held and loved back with the same passion she has given. Touch is very important to her. From the forehead to the neck to the lips to the tummy to the bottom to the legs to her toes. Her skin is a receptor and the closer she can be to a beating heart, the more affectionate she becomes. Sure, she’ll wander off, but that’s only because she wants him to take her by the hand.

She is impulsive and spontaneous. And she does what comes to mind and heart without always weighing the outcome of her actions. It is her nature to listen to her first instinct, believing that it is the best one to follow because it was the first one.

She is adaptable. And she hates the fact that she ever needs to act differently or become someone else for a short time when the situation calls for it, but she does it, just like everyone has to. She has a free spirit and an open heart. And it is because of her innocent nature that she believes everyone should be able to be exactly who they are all the time (which is also part of her mission to increase the happiness of the world.)

She is sweet. And everyone around her sees how pure her heart is. She’s got the nature to be happy and to paint rainbows in the clouds when the rain finally breaks, to see the opportunities that present themselves only by candlelight when a storm knocks the electricity out, to see long lines at a Wal-Mart as a chance to say the things you meant to earlier, to relive a kiss over and over in her mind until she receives the next one, to hug someone with the intention of giving her love to them, to wipe away someone’s tears before they stain the cheeks but not before they served their purpose, to think of what others need while she thinks of what she wants, to ask a question without fear of ridicule or judgment, to listen to the advice of others while also deciding what is best for her and to possess a motherly love in the mind of a BabyGirl.

What intrigues me about the typical ABDL Girl from my stories is that she’s real and that’s why I keep writing about her.

She is a character born from reality, nurtured through the events of storylines, and brought to life through imaginations.

She is a dream, but one that is tangible and unforgettable. And when you meet her, you’ll know who she is.

20 Years

I just realized two days ago that I began writing my very first story on January 1st, 1999.  So I’ve been at it for 20 years. 3,679,310 words and 10,502 pages later, I believe I’ve only scratched the surface of what our four-letter common interest can provide us.  And I’m merely one fish in the sea, a member of a school I take pride in being a part of.

That first story was entitled: “The Diapered Female”.  Real creative name, huh? LOL  The story was about a college girl and boy who got together to spend a weekend trying out a fetish that the girl accidentally revealed to him when very drunken at a frat party.

I would post it online and would rewrite it for years as I kept exploring this new thing I had found called ABDL.  Years later, that story would be retitled: “When Fantasy Became Her Reality”.  Nowadays, that story appears in the book: Gabriel & Gina.

But I never believed I would keep writing stories.  Yet, they kept coming to mind and I kept typing them out, next posting a story entitled: “Overnight”.  This would later become book two in The Zeke & Lily Saga series.

Through the paperback-only era and right on into the ebook era, I have poured my heart into what I write.  Through relationships and the eventual massive growth of the ABDL community, I kept writing and writing and writing.

Some of the stories were based on real events in my life.  Others were the product of fantasies.  Others were the requests of people.

From romance to pure-n-innocence to dark BDSM themes – stories of sexuality, humiliation, diapers, spanking, diapers, little headspace, diapers, discipline, correction, bondage, forced regression, submission, relationships, love, hatred, marriage, public outings, medical fetish additives, encounters with zombies, futuristic sci-fi, dream elves, celebrities, fairy tales, diapers, bedtime tales, choose-your-own-adventures, demigods, nymphomaniacs, horror, pet play, Daddies-n-BabyGirls, Mommies-n-BabyBoys, Mommies-n-BabyGirls, babysitters, diapers, apartment scenarios, Lily, Mia, Rose, Penny, Lucy, Aria, Chelsea, Trisha, Dakota, Daisy, a girl named Love, Britney, a girl named Boo, Gina, a girl named Peaches, Sharon Lockett, Gabriel and Zeke …  the journey has been amazing.

I recall days when I would sleep for 6 hours and write for the other 18, nights when I would give up sleeping so I could finish a book by dawn and send it off into the publishing process to meet a specific deadline, conventions I would read the stories at, phone calls when I would read something to a dear sweet angel who was sent down to me from God Almighty at the absolute most-needed moment in my lifetime … and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, looking back on it all now.

Well … perhaps I would have started sooner.

I thank each and every one of you for having been a part of my journey.  And this website will always be available for you to peruse.

The Completed

I post this as I am currently writing book #100.

Thinking back over the other 99, I tend to smile … but not for any conceited reason.  I’m simply proud of what I’ve done.  It was a lot of hard work, a lot of hours spent in front of a lap top and a lot of sleepless nights as I raced to meet self-imposed deadlines.

When I had days off from work, I was writing.  When I got home from work, I started writing.  With football on the TV as background noise, I wrote.  With the distraction of a good Rocky Balboa movie on the TV, I wrote.  And I wrote and wrote.  And I wouldn’t change a single bit of it.

When I first started writing on a daily basis in August of 2011, I imagined what it would feel like when I reached the 100th book – to have a collection I could look back on.  And I wondered if I had that many stories in me to tell.

I take pride in the efforts I put into these books.  For a while, it was very therapeutic to write.  And then, it became so much more for me.

Below are the completed series.  There are plenty of other series still in the works, but these are the ones that have been seen through to their end:

The Zeke & Lily Saga – This is the signature series, as I call it.  It’s not just an ABDL romance.  It’s a story of life in full, of struggles, of challenges, of triumphs and of strength in love.  Nothing in life is more powerful than that which completes you.  Zeke and Lily completed each other.  And they danced the tango to the fullest.

The Mia Series – This is a story of a girl who discovered the baby inside her.  No, she wasn’t pregnant when she made this discovery.  She herself was the baby.  And it was Eric who would help her open up to all she could be.  In a single breath of air, he changed her life.  And she never looked back once.

 

Gabriel & Gina – The first book in this series was the first book I ever wrote, back in 1999.  A college girl makes a drunken confession to a college guy … and it winds up being the best mistake of her life.

   

The Adventures of Penny – Her name is Penny Jordan, or P. J. for short.  And when Elliot met her, he had no idea how rambunctious she could be.  But it didn’t take him long to understand that any good Daddy has a spare pacifier in his pocket and a waiting diaper bag in his hand.

 

The Gratification Collection – This is a collection of stories that are all disconnected, each one having a different Daddy and BabyGirl.  These stories are highly sexual and include a lot of elements of BDSM – punishment, discipline, training, spanking, bondage, humiliation and more.  They are not pure-n-innocent stories.

The Sticky Situation Series – I’ve always loved to insert scenarios into the books where the Daddy-n-BabyGirl go out into public.  And the feeling coursing through her is one of excitement, of the thrill behind possibly being “discovered”.  So I created a series where humiliation is the key theme and out-n-abouts are the destinations.

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10 Things To Do With Your BabyGirl On A Saturday Night – This is a continuous story that I outlined while walking the grounds of FetFest 2011.  It grew into 5 books and 50 things.  It is also highly sexual and contains a lot of elements of BDSM.

 

The ABDL Apartment Series – This series is a multi-sexual trilogy about several ABDL couples with varying degrees of darkness and purity who came together under one roof and formed friendships that bonded them.

 

There are many more series to be completed and many more new ones that will be born.  These are the stories I write.  These are the stories I lived, well … some of them.  I will always write them.  And every word will always be a piece of my heart.

Blessings to you and yours,

Zorro Daddy

“Daddy, When You Call Me …”

 

Daddy, When You Call Me –

 

Girl walks into my life

And says:

“Why am I feelin’ yittle now?

Why am I feelin’ yittle?

The rest of my life is so big

I need a Daddy-opportunity

I want that white-hot attention

Don’t want wind up a dreamer

In a dreamer’s graveyard”

Count To Ten

What We’ve Found

For the only little girl in my world – 

It’s late in the afternoon

This crib is made for you

One thing yet left to do

Is your Daddy

Covering you

 

That smile behind your paci

Your grin warms me within

Two sets of tiny fingers

And wiggly thumbs

 

And ya got my love

So bank it

Swaddlin’ you in your

Baby blanket

Take all your little dreams

And break ‘em

What we’ve found are bigger ones

 

So Baby here’s some littlin’

And Baby here’s some yittlin’ (with a gentle hand)

Baby here’s some littlin’

 

Something ‘bout how your pacifier falls from your lips

When you are sleeping in a state of littleness

I don’t know where my mind goes and

Though I might need to find it

I’ll never leave your side as you abide

Within my care, reminding you

 

My love

Come take it

Swaddlin’ you in your

Baby blanket

Take all your big dreams

And break ‘em

What we’ve got are better ones

 

So Baby here’s some littlin’

And Baby here’s some yittlin’ (with a gentle hand)

Baby here’s some littlin’

 

Oh Baby

You captivate me

When you say “Mine all mine all mine”

You look so cute with that diapered behind

 

So Baby here’s some littlin’

And Baby here’s some yittlin’ (with a gentle hand)

Baby here’s some littlin’

 

Da da da da da da da da duh

Da da da da da da da da duh

Da da da da da da da da duh

Da da da da da da da da duh

 

 

The Adventures of the Traveling BabyGirl

Penny & Elliot have a busy summer ahead, planning a series of road trips that lead to the one place where every BabyGirl belongs.

But on the way, Penny’s kind-hearted love for animals may have roped in another set of paws to adopt.  And a strange dream leads her to a realization about her past.

Join Penny & Elliot this summer as they take to the highways in The Adventures of the Traveling BabyGirl.

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Samples:

“Why So Excited?“      “I Don’t Know Why This Keeps Happening, Daddy!“

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Catch up on the story of Penny & Elliot in:

The Adventures of Penny

       

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part One

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part Two

The BeachTown BabyGirl

The SnowBunny BabyGirl

The Traveling BabyGirl

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I Don’t Know Why This Keeps Happening, Daddy!

From the book: The Adventures of The Traveling BabyGirl

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here is a little story about thinking you know what you know, you know?

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“I don’t know why this keeps happening Daddy,” Penny said as Elliot pulled the blanket back off her legs.

She had remained in the exact position her Daddy left her in at the beginning of her nap – on her belly.  Sitting along the edge of the bed, he unfolded the new diaper and stretched out the back of the waistband of the diaper, placing it on top of the back of the diaper she was wearing that needed changed.

“It happens, baby.  It’s okay.  Daddy’s here and Daddy will take care of it,” Elliot said softly, placing his left hand on her temporarily double-diapered bottom as he turned her over onto her back.

She felt the mess in her seat spread a little and this snapped her back into explanation mode.

“No, Daddy.  I know that you think you know what you know, but I’m the one who knows, you know?”  Penny asked, her eyes glazing over with littleness, partially from denial and partially from memories of a strange dream that was far fresher than she was just then.

“Right,” Elliot said with a grin, unfastening the tapes at her hips.

And though she was fidgety with need to explain, she stopped moving all together – a common reaction when he unfastened her diaper tapes, taking her out of that comfort snugness always around her waist.  She was determined to explain to him what happened, though – regardless of how insecure she felt from being changed.

“I dreamded I was on da beach,” Penny explained, slipping into a babble tone.  “And while I was sleeping da poop fairy came in through da window and put poop in my diaper.  And this isn’t the first time she’s done this.”

25 “Priceless Moments”

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The Adventures of Penny

       

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part One

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part Two

The BeachTown BabyGirl

The SnowBunny BabyGirl

The Traveling BabyGirl

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Why So Excited?

From the book:

The Adventures of The Traveling BabyGirl

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here is a little story about what happens when you believe in something bigger than yourself … your dreams.

 

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Why So Excited? – Part One

Penny did her able best to keep her excitement under control, but as they stepped into the elevator, she knew she had about another 30 seconds of self-control left.  Elliot was aware of this and had his digital camera ready to capture the forthcoming images of her first gushing outburst.  She held his left hand in between both of her palms, squeezing for dear life as she nursed on her pacifier with such fervency that she might’ve ripped the rubber nipple in her mouth right off of the pacifier if she hadn’t been careful.  She looked down at her soft black loafers, closing her eyes tightly to tap her heels together before opening her eyes again to make sure they were still in that elevator.  Her legs, wrapped in the white leggings Elliot had dressed her in when they got up that morning were shaking, but not for fear of anything – Rather for excitement.  She rocked her hips back and forth, swishing the short black and red pleated skirt at her waist as she looked down at the cartoon character on her pink baby-t.  Closing her eyes again, she began to bounce up and down.  Oh, if this elevator would just move faster, she’d be able to sprint her waddling diapered bottom out and into the beginning of a dream that finally come true.  But she knew that before anything else could happen, she would need to be changed.  Her diaper was drenched and had swollen itself to capacity.  From the moment they entered this Dream Villa hotel, she had been wetting herself with an unremitting steady stream, helpless to stop the flow. 

She could hardly be blamed for her excitement.  But what was it that had her so thrilled and electrified she was beyond self-control?

The Adventures of the SnowBunny BabyGirl

Penny and Elliot take a trip to Mt. SkiTop, not knowing that a blizzard is on the way.  And in no time Penny’s love threatens to melt all the snow.

Two Elks, a SnowBird, a few furry paws and an entire village of admirers fill her weekend with memories she’ll embrace and hold dear to her little heart forever.  She shows one and all what pretty in pink really looks like and discovers the quickest path to a lifetime of happiness.

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Samples:

What Penny Needed to Become a SnowBunny

Shaking Tail Feathers

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Catch up on the story of Penny & Elliot in:

The Adventures of Penny

       

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part One

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part Two

The BeachTown BabyGirl

The SnowBunny BabyGirl

The Traveling BabyGirl

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Shaking Tail Feathers

From the book:

The Adventures of the SnowBunny BabyGirl

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here is a story about shaking loose to settle down and dreaming while being wide awake.

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Shaking Tail Feathers –

Penny curled up in a ball, crossing her arms, drawing her knees to her chest and taking hold of her toes as she leaned back on the mattress. She closed her eyes and began to rock herself back and forth gently as she nursed on her pink pacifier.  Smiling, she spent the next few minutes – smelling the roses – as Elliot liked to call it when she settled herself and drifted off into her thoughts.  Sometimes Penny would do this for a few minutes.  Sometimes just for a few seconds.  It all depended on where she was and why she suddenly felt the need to remind herself that, though she was living a dream, she was still wide awake. 

Opening her eyes, she could see the same ceiling that was there just a moment ago.  The shower in the bathroom turned on and she could hear Elliot open the shower curtain to step in.  Raising an eyebrow, she nursed on her pacifier some more as a mischievous idea crossed her mind. 

What Penny Needed to Become A SnowBunny

From the book:

The Adventures of the SnowBunny BabyGirl

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here is a story about knowing where to look to find what you need.

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What Penny Needed to Become a SnowBunny – 

Penny shuffled her pink boots across the pharmacy parking lot, wondering what it would be like to drag them through the snow again.  Winter had arrived once more, but there had been no snow yet this year.  So, in an effort to get Penny into the snow and indulge her snow bunny interests, Elliot planned a trip.  He figured if this year the snow wouldn’t come to them, then they would go to the snow.  But as with any trip, along the way, they learned of the things they forgot to pack.  The Pharmacy Store to the rescue.

Holding Elliot’s hand, Penny kept shuffling her waddled steps to the entrance. Dressed in her white footed pajamas, she looked down at Elliot’s coat – draped over her frame and hanging down to her knees.  It was a major oversight to have forgotten to bring her coat.  Maybe if it had been a bit colder in the Charm City, Elliot might’ve made her wear it.  But Penny rarely put on a snow coat before snow fell.  It just didn’t make sense to her to wear it before that.  As they entered the store, Elliot took the list of other forgotten items out of his pocket.  They certainly wouldn’t find her a snow coat at a pharmacy, but hopefully everything else would be there.

The Pajama BabyGirl

Her name is Penny Jordan, a girl who loves being a baby and who loves wearing footed pajamas.  Written in 2 parts, this story tells of the many adventures she goes on with a man she calls “Daddy”. Every hop, step and skip of the way, she is his Pajama BabyGirl, a sweet girl with a love for being little, a love for adventure and a love for her Daddy.

Follow Penny in these 30 heart-warming and innocent mini-tales, beginning with some last minute Halloween preparations and ending on Christmas Morning.

The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5

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Samples:

Firesides and Hot Cocoa

The 26 “Stuffies”

Castles and Fortunes

 

 

The Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 6 – 10

 

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Samples:

The “Ever” of Green

Angels and the Signs of Love

The Lights and the Gimme, Gimme Hands

Christmas Morning

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Catch up on the story of Penny & Elliot in:

The Adventures of Penny

       

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part One

The Pajama BabyGirl – Part Two

The BeachTown BabyGirl

The SnowBunny BabyGirl

The Traveling BabyGirl

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Waiting for the “Beginning”

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is a moment of reflection before the “beginning”.

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“Wait for it, BabyGirl.  Wait for it,” Elliot whispered into Penny’s ear.

She had become accustomed to hearing that phrase.  Patience was virtuous, but not always the easiest things for the little heart of a BabyGirl to comprehend.  But more often than not, when Elliot told her to wait, there was a good reason and one which she would see the brilliance of in short order.

“Pampering” Penny

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is a moment when Penny needed to know nothing mattered more than the heartbeat she possessed.

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“Pampering” Penny –

Penny waved her fingers in front of the kitty’s face and the kitty batted at her hand with its ever-playful personality.  Elliot signaled left out of the motel parking lot, heading to the nail salon up the street.  After the events of that morning, Penny needed a little extra attention and … “pampering”.

Looking over at Elliot, she recalled the reason why she felt so wonderful just then and what he had done to bring her back from a state of mind which unraveled her into hysterical crying and near-anxiety panic:

Fast Times at the Monte Carlo

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is a tale of fun in the fast lane:

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Fast Times at the Monte Carlo

Penny sunk her teeth into her grilled cheese sandwich.  If allowed, she would’ve eaten grilled cheese for every meal.  It was the ideal food for her: buttered white bread with the crusts removed by Elliot and American cheese, toasted to melted perfection.  And to top it off, Elliot broke it up into bite-size pieces.  A dill pickle and a handful of potato chips completed her plate.

She Would Have It No Other Way

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is some bonding between a Daddy & BabyGirl which made a smile, a wink & a hug the only way to speak without words:

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“She Would Have It No Other Way”

“Open,” he said softly, placing the necessities in his hand alongside her on the bed as he eased her down on her back, facing him.

She parted her lips and took the nipple in her mouth, gazing up at him as littleness began filling her eyes and her thoughts.

“That’s a good girl,” he said, taking the playing cards from her hand and placing them on the bed as he untied the sides of her bikini bottoms.

“Daddy, can we keep it?”

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is a story about how the simplest of questions can sometimes have the toughest answers to hear.

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“Daddy, can we keep it?”

Elliot opened his eyes and blinked a few times, staring up at the ceiling.  He was hearing the strangest noise.  There was no way the noise he heard could possibly be coming from what makes that kind of noise.  He was convinced he was still sleeping.  It was the only logical explanation.

Bacon, Eggs & “Cheese!”

From the book:

 

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is a snippet from Penny & Elliot’s “alone time” in the middle of it all.

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Bacon, Eggs & “Cheese!” –

Penny removed the pink pacifier from her mouth, setting it on the table in front of her.  Her pink summer dress and her matching pigtail holders made her the cutest lil girl in the restaurant.

For all her many different colored footed pajamas and her multitude of matching pacifiers and pigtail holders, she was happiest when wearing pink.  The same was true for her sun dresses.  And that morning, her happiness couldn’t have been clearer – in her eyes, in her composure and in her heart.

The “Streaks” of Sunrise

From the book:

The Adventures of the BeachTown BabyGirl

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here is Penny & Elliot’s trip across the “boards”.

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The “Streaks” of Sunrise

Penny threw her hands to the sky, trying to keep the sun out of her eyes while also keeping the skating helmet from falling off her head.  Elliot slid the light green elbow pads down each of her arms and then tended to the loose helmet strap under her chin.

“There we go,” he said, tightening the strap to the helmet before standing to his feet.  “Now, let me get a look at you to make sure you’re all together right.”

It was 6am on Sunday morning and the two of them had risen quite early, taking down a few English muffins to hold them over until breakfast.  The reason they got up so early?  It was to do a little activity which they just might get in a little trouble for.

Christmas Morning

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

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here is a sample:

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“Christmas Morning”

It seemed, here on Christmas Morning, it all began again.

Penny opened her eyes, looking at the ceiling of her bedroom, illuminated with the light of early morning. Turning her head to the side, she saw Elliot lying next to her, fast asleep still. She closed her eyes and smiled brightly behind her pacifier. It was Christmas Morning and it had begun exactly as she dreamed it would.

She sat up in bed, turning to face him as she flipped the white ball of the Santa hat he was wearing away from his eyes. She didn’t wake him up, not yet. Instead, she sat Indian-leg style, put her elbows on her knees and rested her chin on her hands. She just wanted to look at him for a while.

She thought back to last night and how he appeared at her front door, like a last minute Christmas miracle. And having him lying next to her on this morning, was the greatest gift she could’ve possibly received. In so many wonderful ways, Elliot had changed her, literally and figuratively.

She had the littleness in her heart. She had the innocence in her dreams, but it was he, this lightly snoring Daddy fella, who put it all together for her. He made all the difference she would ever need.

She traced the features of his face – his jaw line, his cheek bones, his eyebrows, the bridge of his nose. She loved to touch his face. It not only reassured her that he was, indeed, real and not just a figment of her little imagination, but it also reminded her how little she was next to him.

Penny’s Christmas Passion: “The Lights and The Gimme, Gimme Hands”

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

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here’s a snippet:

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It was Friday night and there was a little over a week to go until Christmas.  This was actually a good thing for Penny in many way.  She didn’t want this Holiday Season to come to an end.  It had been one she would remember as fondly as the Christmas when she was two years.  That was her first Yuletide memory.

She smiled, glowingly behind her pacifier, recalling how during that Christmas, at the age of two, she had a pacifier in her mouth, her hair was in pigtails, she wore a diaper and the people she loved the most called her BabyGirl.  It was a sweet thought which filled her with sense of little when she realized that’s exactly how she looked right now and Elliot called her BabyGirl.

Perhaps it should’ve seemed strange that in the two decades plus between those Christmas, she hadn’t once forgotten the joys of being a BabyGirl and she hardly moved forward in life at all.

In some of her sillier thoughts, she often reminded herself of what she called The Facts of Her Life.  And it was Penny’s Belief that:

“I am a BabyGirl for Life.  I was born that way and I’ve always felt that way.  I need a pacifier, a diaper and a Daddy now, just as much today as the day I was born.”

Being Elliot’s BabyGirl was never about age play.  It was always about the truth of who she was.  It wasn’t an act.  It wasn’t play.  It was real for her.  And when she met him a few months ago, she realized she had met someone whom it was real for, as well.

And that’s why they connected as a Daddy and BabyGirl.  It felt very natural to call him Daddy because that is exact who he was to her.

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She sat Indian-Leg style in the front passenger’s seat of his car.  Oh yes, they were headed to yet another adventure.  She was beginning to lose track of all the adventures they had gone on in a short amount of time.  But she didn’t need to keep tally of them anymore.  She had a Book of Dreams which not only helped her keep count, but also held the drawings from those adventures.  And no matter where she went, that Book of Dreams accompanied her.

Penny’s Snowman: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

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here is the preview: “Angels and the Signs of Love”

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Part One:

It was Saturday morning and only one word was needed to describe the current state of this weekend …

SNOW!!!!

From the Heavens, floating down and coating the Earth with a blanket of whiteness which brought about the joyfulness of so many hearts, Big and little.

And Penny happened to be one of those little hearts with delight for the snowfall overnight. There was so much fun to be had outside. The roads were covered and there would be no traveling today, at least not until much later.

And what this meant was – she and Elliot, her beloved Daddy, had a day free from all possible interruptions.

Christmas Eve was two weeks from today. And it seemed this Holiday Season was fast-becoming the one which would make the fondest memories for her. Elliot had brought a happiness into her life she never knew before. She was in love and for the first time, could see a possible pathway to her future. And each day left a bit of mystery of the joys to come.

On this day, however, those joys were very clear and they all came from …

SNOW!!!

Penny sat Indian-leg style on the living room rug, leaning up against the front of the couch. Across her lap was the pink Princess TV tray she found at a yard sale in the spring. When she bought it, she said it was for her niece, but the lady who sold it to her had a smile that told she knew otherwise and along with the statement: “Everything I’ve sold today has been for someone’s niece”, Penny knew she had been caught. It was a fun moment and she enjoyed having to admit that the tray was for her.

On this day, Penny the Pajama BabyGirl wasn’t wearing footed pajamas. She woke up in footed pajamas, but presently she wore a pink baby-t, a bib and a diaper.

Penny’s Christmas Tree: The “Ever” of Green

Taken from:

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volume 6 – 10: 

 

here is a three-part segment from the opening adventure:

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Part One

December was here at last! And the season was in full swing.

Oh what a wonderful time of year it was. The spirit of Christmas was in the air. Decorations started lining people’s front porches and windows. Christmas wreathes were hung from the street lights and the sound of Christmas music could be heard no matter where you went.

Shopping malls became crowded and it was a busy time of year for all. Perhaps, it was the one time of year that the busier you were, the happier you were. And everybody seemed to be sharing in the cheer. People were nicer this time of year and the sight of total strangers walking down the street smiling could spread the joy of the season.

Penny loved Christmas and ever since she was a little girl, she would make certain to participate in every single Christmas event she could while not forgetting the reason for Christmas.

But this year, she had another reason to be joyful. She had a Daddy and one who loved her more deeply than she could’ve ever imagined. And he held the love of Christmas in a special place in his heart just like she did. What more could a little girl want than a Daddy to share in the love of so many things which she felt too?

Well … truth being told, Penny could probably think of a lot of things she wanted, but the only thing she needed was Elliot, the Daddy she had dreamed of and the Daddy who appeared on every page of her Book of Dreams.

It was Friday night of the first weekend of December. And they were all ready in his car, on the way to what she was sure would be yet another adventure she would never forget. This time, their destination would be no surprise. They were headed to get her a Christmas tree, a real one and words couldn’t describe how happy this made her.

Castles and Fortunes

The Adventures of the Pajama BabyGirl: Volumes 1 – 5

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It was Friday night and another happy weekend was underway because Elliot was down to visit. Penny looked forward to the weekends anyway, but now she counted the fractions of each second of each minute until Friday night arrived and his car pulled into the driveway. She had gone from falling in love with him to falling in love with the mere thought of him.

And it was the greatest motivation she had ever known to get through the week until she next saw him. It was fast becoming the constant thought of her waking mind to reach out for the goal of being with him all the time. It felt so right and seemed so tangible, but she always cautioned her thoughts to not skip over the steps they were making now and to not forget that the path to a happy future went directly through enjoying the memories of the present and the moment.

And at this present moment, they were headed down the road for an evening she would certainly be adding to her fondest Daddy memories.

First came a stop at the gas station and as they filled up, she waved to him through the front window which he was squeegee-ing clean, a rather important detail that a lot would probably forget to do for where they were headed.

This autumn had been filled with so many happy memories all ready that she was delighting in the fact that she was having trouble remembering them all. The Holidays would begin next week with Thanksgiving. Many more memories were in store and she thought perhaps it would make sense to start writing them all down – so as to keep the details from slipping away.

She flipped the visor down on the passenger’s side and opened the vanity mirror, checking to make certain her pigtails were even and straight. She trusted him to put them up right, but it never hurt to check for herself. From the mirror’s showings, she could see the mound of things in the backseat they had brought with them for this trip. She got up on her knees and leaned over the front seat to look back at it all. How much fun this would be!!

The Daddy Endearment: Penny to Elliot

Her name is Penny Jordan and she is one mighty rambunctious BabyGirl. She can be a handful … and a half! But the need to let her littleness out has been a lifelong wish which, at last, has come true.

His name is Elliot and through a chance meeting in a beach town get-together in last summer, he met Penny and they fell in love.

Before that first weekend was over, Penny spoke directly from her heart, throwing caution to the wind and embracing the possibility that she may have just stumbled across the Daddy she had always been looking for.

She was right and that first weekend led to an autumn to remember where his visits made for adventure after adventure – all of which she enjoyed while wearing her footed pajamas.

And every step of every waddle along the way was her Daddy, Elliot.

Elliot might well be the most patient and most playful of Daddies in the world, making changes in his life and with his work schedule when he can to be able to spend time with her and take care of her. He’s not a super-energetic daddy, just simply one who knows how to pace himself. If he didn’t pace himself, Penny’s energy would have him zonked before lunch.

But when he is with her, he never tires of guiding her through the little emotions and the mindset of innocence and fun which makes Penny the Pajama BabyGirl and which endears her to his heart.

Penny and Elliot

The Daddy Endearments