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Ahh … some day.

On the day The 50 Shades books were reported about on NBC Nightly News, this website saw a one-day spike in traffic that has yet to be even remotely equaled since.

At first, I thought there was some sort of glitch in the WordPress stats feature.  But other less-than-vanilla websites were also reporting record visitations on that day.  So I knew something was up.

Three years later, I went to see the first 50 Shades movie in the theater – something I rarely do anymore … unless it is the latest Sylvester Stallone movie.  As I sat there watching it, I thought about the possibilities of where this all could lead.  And I will admit that my mind went right to The Zeke and Lily Saga. I saw it as a pipe dream, but still contemplated how to take all 10 books in the series (11 now, but at the time, there were only 10) and combine them into 3 or 4 movies.

To just see those words: Zeke & Lily on the screen would have been a thrill unparalleled and likely, never to be paralleled again.  But it might come at a grave cost.

Tell ya what … like me get back to the explanation of that grave cost in a minute.

Unlike a lot of folks, I liked the first movie.  It was extremely watered down, but at the same time, it was watered down enough to give the vanilla masses the ability to swallow it without choking.  When speaking with a friend about it, he disagreed with me – calling it an abomination of BDSM, going so far as to refer to the Shades stories as an abusive relationship and not a representation of BDSM at all.

He would continue on about it, saying how this showed BDSM in a horrible light and how it wasn’t fair to present it in mainstream with such an inaccurate depiction.

I respected his opinion, as he was entitled to have one.  But my reply to him was:

“Throughout the 90s, ABDL was bastardized on talk show after talk show after talk show – from Jerry Springer to Donahue to Montell Williams to Sally Jessy Raphael and so many others.  And not a single one of them took a serious approach to exploring the meaning of age play, instead opting to decorate their stages as a nursery and to allow their audience members to ask insulting and  demeaning questions with intention of poking fun at the subject – as opposed to learning about it and perhaps comprehending its meaning … none of which even once being corrected or redirected by the hosts.

So I understand your pain when I hear you speak of how 50 Shades has misrepresented BDSM.”

But he brought a good point to light, once again.  Everything comes with a cost … a grave cost.  And without the necessary monitoring to keep the subject objective (for lack of a less confusing way to put it), BDSM becomes a way to physically and mentally abuse people and get away with it … and ABDL becomes an organization of diaper freaks with Peter Pan Syndrome who avoid adult responsibilities.

Sounds ugly, doesn’t it? The four letters we have in common have never been given a fair chance in the public eye.  And because of this, we don’t smile fondly on more opportunities when they arise.  But as a community, we protect our own.  And we always will.

Perhaps there are situations when certain ABDLers go at each other.  Sometimes, this is a scuffle, figuratively speaking, between two members of the younger generations.  Sometimes, this is a battle between members of opposing events.  Sometimes, this is a poor exchange between two people who struggle with how to present their opinions. 

But regardless of our reasons for being human, another human condition is to dream.  And dream I do.

Who would have ever believed that we could come as far as we have already?  We have at least three hotel conventions, two of which that are now hotel takeover conventions.  We have massive house parties, regular events and gatherings, more munches and groups and websites than can be counted … and the ability to keep growing – on our terms.

Zeke & Lily – In Theaters Now.

Ahh … some day.

Forever Young

Ella is 29 and dreading her next birthday. Unmarried and with no prospects, she wonders what’s wrong with her.

Wandering into a bar, she meets a Gothic guy named Dante who makes a special deal with her that will enable her to stay “Forever Young”.

Jokingly agreeing to this deal, she doesn’t truly understanding what is about to happen to her.

With a simple finger snap, her world changes as she is carried away and retaught everything she thought she knew about herself.

Along the journey, she goes through states of mind that regress, humiliate, unravel and rebuild her.

But, in the end, did she reach that destination she was looking for?

Join Ella and Dante as they venture into a mysterious place … the mind of someone who has decided to break free from the shackles that hindered her.

Samples:
Sealing the Deal
The Waltz of the ButterFlies

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“I love ABDL themed fiction, and when you add a little bit of magic and fantasy to it, I love it even more! This was a really enjoyable read. Well-written with a very relatable protagonist. So much of the ABDL kink is psychological and the writer does a good job of describing the protagonist’s mental processes as she goes on her journey of regression. I did feel like the ending was a little rushed, but over all the writer’s message was clear. Definitely worth a read if you enjoy ABDL and regression stories!” – Ami M (Kindle Reviewer)

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………………….. The HodgePodge Series

The Dynamic Story From Sun Up to Sun Down Deja Vu Lucy BabyLove Climax  
Crimson Snake Eyes The Crinklebury Tales Sad girl holding a teddy bear
The Dynamic Story
From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience
Johnny and the Princess
Deja Vu: Inamorata to Illuminati
Lucy
BabyLove
Climax
Crimson
Snake Eyes
The Crinklebury Tales
60 Degrees and Down the Crack
The ABDL Any Time Reader
Forever Young
A Girl Named Love

 

The Waltz of the Butterflies

Take from the ABDL romance:

Forever Young

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here is a little story about the first time and about the unforeseen dancing that accompanied it.

The Waltz of the Butterflies

Going along for the ride, Ella was without any ability to shake from her little mind the fact that she had been denied entrance into that room.  And in a matter of a few seconds, it truly had become an obsession for her.  Dante took immediate notice to this struggle, her eyes once again being the windows to her soul.  But in a matter of a few second, she would be distracted in a way like never before.  And in a matter of a few minutes, her mind would be focusing on what she actually had – as opposed to what she thought she wanted … if not thought she needed.

Getting to the bottom step of the staircase, Dante turned and carried her into the front room – walking over to the front bay window and drawing the heavy rod-pocket curtain open fully.  But there was a second curtain behind it that he left closed.  It was made of a silk-like material, very-light and only semi-transparent – still allowing the brightness of day into the room but keeping the view into the room somewhat private to passers-by outside.

Initially, she thought nothing of this, but was about to understand the importance of that second curtain – finding instant gratitude for it.

Continue Reading …

Sealing the Deal (Both Parts)

Take from the ABDL romance:

Forever Young

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here is a little story about overcoming your doubts and believing in what could be.

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Sealing the Deal – 

Wednesday, 6pm

Ella walked briskly down the sidewalk, ignoring the noise and the bright lights coming from the ball park two blocks away.  This was not about fun and games, not for her and not tonight.  She wasn’t as angry as she was last night, but she was certainly on edge – for good reason.

At the end of the next block she walked into the Forever Young bar, that same watering hole establishment where all this trouble had begun for her. Opening the door and pushing past the bouncer, she marched right in – beginning to scan the faces in the room until she saw Dante sitting at the far end of the main bar.  Waving the bouncer off, Dante stood up and weaved his way through the crowd of people who were there for drinking and for the bar’s dinner hour specials.

Motioning Ella over to a booth at the side of the main room, he took a seat on the other side of the table.  Placing his elbows on the table and folding his hands, he waited for her to start talking.

But what could she say to him?  What could he possibly expect to hear from her?

“I have some explaining to do.  I understand,” Dante said calmly, hoping to spur the beginning of the conversation out of her.

Continue Reading …

Jaw Dropped and Heart Pounding while Mesmerized by the Vision

There are few times when I am stopped dead in my tracks, these days.  And that’s not to say that what I see no longer has the meaning or effect on me that it once did.

It’s more to say that I’ve seen a lot in the years I’ve been a part of this community of ours – from my own personal and private experiences to more public ones like at munches and conventions.

But every now and then, something comes along that brings me to a screeching halt in whatever I’m doing.  I stop typing on my laptop or stop scrolling through endless amounts of postings and bloggings on sites like Twitter and Tumblr.

When I stumbled across this picture, my jaw dropped … my heart began pounding with the galloping pace of a race horse and I sat back – mesmerized by the vision in front of me.

I’ve written about that scenario depicted in more stories than I can remember, at this point.  In a dramatically less open manner, I have engaged in doing this with … someone … when out-n-about.

It is at the very heart of so many thoughts, so many fantasy that are dreamed of becoming reality.  But there has always been something about this scenario that always kept it realistic only as a fantasy.

Whether it was the struggle between being open-n-happy with one’s self as opposed to being so open that we were thrusting our wishes on others … or if it was a debate about the damage that could be done to the community when someone was so bold as to go so absolutely public with it … or if it was a debate about whether or not the picture was photo-shopped, there has always been something that harbored its greatest pleasure in the fantasy realm only.

And while I understand and agree with the above concerns, I’m happy in knowing that, despite everything, that picture still holds the essence of the Daddy-n-BabyGirl dynamic in my heart.

But wait!  There’s one more thing about this!

When showing this picture to an attendee at a recent L.L.A.M.A. munch, I was informed that there are establishments in the Pacific Northwest that are extremely lifestyle-friendly and that such a sight wouldn’t be shocking in a great many places up there.

I was quite surprised by that, but suddenly had the urge to see the Pacific Ocean for the first time in my life, via Oregon – as it turns out.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy

 

I Never Really Asked

In all the years that I’ve been an author, I never asked a few simple yet specific questions that I probably should have long before now.  But, being as I am a story teller, I have to set the question up first … of course.  LOL

O negative blood mixes well with all other blood types and because of this, is known as the universal blood type – just like ABDL goes with so many other fetishes.  The Catholic school girl fetish goes well with other fetishes, too.

The sweetest angel to ever crinkle her crawl on this good Earth once suggested that I combine ABDL with MedFet, the medical fetish.  So, I took her advice.  Five ABDL MedFet books later, I’m glad I listened to her.  With the exception of The Zeke and Lily Saga, no other series I write has sold more than the ABDL MedFet books.

While sitting in the movie theater and watching Star Trek: Beyond in the summer of 2016, the idea of futuristic ABDL came to mind.  That fall, I would write The ABDL Sci-Fi Series.

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I once got an email about writing a story of an apartment complex that was just for ABDLers.  This idea came up on an episode of The Big Little Podcast a few years ago.  Out came The ABDL Apartment Series.

95% of what I write is Daddy and BabyGirl in character theme.  But after a few emails that suggested other combinations, I wrote:

The Mommy Grats: Boy Toy Series
The Mommy Grats: Girl Power Series

ABDL Pet Play emerged. 

And because I am a fan of Stephen King, ……… The ABDL Horror Book was written as well as The Voice.

For the sexually ever-charged of the world came The ABDL Nympho Books.

ABDL Zombies was a recent edition in the sorority thriller: The Waddling Dead.

I wrote a book in choose-your-own adventure style called From Sun Up to Sun Down: The ABDL 3-Way Experience. A book with a multi-couples themes of varying orientations and preferences: 60 Degrees and Down the Crack.

I’ve written from personal experiences and have so many romantic saga series:

        
The Zeke and Lily Saga, The Mia Series, Country Rose, Gabriel and Gina, Climax, Crimson, BabyLove, Johnny and the Princess, Snake Eyes, Déjà Vu, Daddy Issues

A series about forced age regression entitled Full Force.

ABDL and dream elves in Aria and the Countryside.

Bedtime stories – some that are dirty, some that are clean and some that are tangled fairy tales.

I even had a go at Dark Age Play a few times in The Gratification Books.

And there is still so much more to write, a lifetime of topics and themes and storylines to explore.

But I have never asked a few simple but profound questions:

What is it you like in an ABDL story?

What in a storyline compels you to keep reading?

And what story theme would you like to see combined with crinkly endeavors?

 

Nothing Like A Saga

As I continue writing ABDL erotica, I try to keep the story lines inside of three categories: Yittlins (pure-n-innocent), Sagas (Romance) and Grats (BDSM additive).

Having three categories that are specific and unique from each other, it should be easy to keep them separate.  But after a while, I myself had to create lists to keep them straight.

Below, The Sagas are listed.  Stories of a Daddy-n-Babygirl that not only include the dynamic, but all aspects of a relationship – of  how they overcame struggles in life and how they grew together … one day and one emotion at a time.

The Zeke and Lily Saga – Born from memories and beyond, the story of a Daddy and BabyGirl from the moment they met, into the lifetime they embraced.

Zeke and Lily: Once Upon a Beginning Zeke and Lily: Overnight Zeke and Lily - Making a Memory Zeke and Lily - Her Diary Zeke and Lily - Ever After Zeke and Lily - Dream Catching Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part One Zeke and Lily - Resolutions Part Two Zeke and Lily - By Summer's End Zeke and Lily - For A LifeTime

The Mia Series An ABDL Romance that began with reluctance and grew into desire. A shy and sweet BabyGirl learns the path to submission is as gentle and kind as she wants it to be. 

The Mia Series - Book OneThe Mia Series - Book TwoThe Mia Series - Book ThreeThe Mia Series - Book FourThe Mia Series - Book FiveThe Mia Series - Book Six The Mia Series - Book SevenThe Mia Series - Book EightThe Mia Series - Book NineThe Mia Series - Book 10

Country Rose – Her name is Rose Bedford, a city girl who needed a little country air and an opportunity to begin again.  Awaiting her, quite a ways south of Boston, was a new life that would finally give this flower room to grow.

Country Rose Country Rose 2 Country Rose 3 Country Rose 4 Country Rose 5

Other Sagas:

  Climax Deja Vu BabyLove LucyCrimson One Hot Night Another Hot Night Snake Eyes     

Johnny & the Princess       Gabriel & Gina       Climax          Deja Vu          BabyLove          Lucy       Crimson     One Hot Night     Another Hot Night
Snake Eyes  Daddy Issues      Aria and the CountrySide

I thoroughly enjoy writing anything that is ABDL.  But from real experiences, I can say … there’s nothing like a saga.

Blessings,
Zorro Daddy