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20 Years

I just realized two days ago that I began writing my very first story on January 1st, 1999.  So I’ve been at it for 20 years. 3,679,310 words and 10,502 pages later, I believe I’ve only scratched the surface of what our four-letter common interest can provide us.  And I’m merely one fish in the sea, a member of a school I take pride in being a part of.

That first story was entitled: “The Diapered Female”.  Real creative name, huh? LOL  The story was about a college girl and boy who got together to spend a weekend trying out a fetish that the girl accidentally revealed to him when very drunken at a frat party.

I would post it online and would rewrite it for years as I kept exploring this new thing I had found called ABDL.  Years later, that story would be retitled: “When Fantasy Became Her Reality”.  Nowadays, that story appears in the book: Gabriel & Gina.

But I never believed I would keep writing stories.  Yet, they kept coming to mind and I kept typing them out, next posting a story entitled: “Overnight”.  This would later become book two in The Zeke & Lily Saga series.

Through the paperback-only era and right on into the ebook era, I have poured my heart into what I write.  Through relationships and the eventual massive growth of the ABDL community, I kept writing and writing and writing.

Some of the stories were based on real events in my life.  Others were the product of fantasies.  Others were the requests of people.

From romance to pure-n-innocence to dark BDSM themes – stories of sexuality, humiliation, diapers, spanking, diapers, little headspace, diapers, discipline, correction, bondage, forced regression, submission, relationships, love, hatred, marriage, public outings, medical fetish additives, encounters with zombies, futuristic sci-fi, dream elves, celebrities, fairy tales, diapers, bedtime tales, choose-your-own-adventures, demigods, nymphomaniacs, horror, pet play, Daddies-n-BabyGirls, Mommies-n-BabyBoys, Mommies-n-BabyGirls, babysitters, diapers, apartment scenarios, Lily, Mia, Rose, Penny, Lucy, Aria, Chelsea, Trisha, Dakota, Daisy, a girl named Love, Britney, a girl named Boo, Gina, a girl named Peaches, Sharon Lockett, Gabriel and Zeke …  the journey has been amazing.

I recall days when I would sleep for 6 hours and write for the other 18, nights when I would give up sleeping so I could finish a book by dawn and send it off into the publishing process to meet a specific deadline, conventions I would read the stories at, phone calls when I would read something to a dear sweet angel who was sent down to me from God Almighty at the absolute most-needed moment in my lifetime … and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, looking back on it all now.

Well … perhaps I would have started sooner.

I thank each and every one of you for having been a part of my journey.  And this website will always be available for you to peruse.

Full Force III: Extreme

Dakota is an early 30-something girl with a lot of trouble in her past, but trouble she found a way to overcome.  Through two week-long sessions that were described to her as “emotional therapy”, she has re-learned what self-esteem feels like and how to make smarter decisions with her life.

But what she really learned was that “emotional therapy” is achieved by regressing a subject back to infancy and doing so forcefully if necessary.  And in Dakota’s case, it was necessary.

While her therapy session were successful in removing bad thoughts from her head and implanting good ones, she also took a liking the forced regression.  Discovering age play online, she got onto a website and found Dutch.  Dutch was a Daddy at heart and he didn’t even know it … until he met her.

At the start of this book, Dakota and Dutch have been a Daddy and BabyGirl couple for three months.  That’s right when the honeymoon usually ends in a relationship and reality sets in a bit more fully.  Dakota reveals to Dutch that she has a problem with shutting down emotionally when certain things happen and she asks him for help when next she gets the blah feelings.

One particular Friday evening, Dutch invites her over to his house for a few hours.  But those few turn into an entire weekend of a third “emotional therapy” session.  And the forced regression she receives breaks her down to her core.

But is it enough to help her get through the shut down mode she is currently plagued with?

Full Force III: Extreme continued the story of Dakota.  And after a few spankings, some restraints and a few bowls of undesirable mush, she will be a different soul.  But will she feel anything by the end?

Samples:
Dilemma
Swinging The Mood

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………….. The Full Force Series

   

Full Force I: Dakota
Full Force II: Dream Land
Full Force III: Extreme
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Swinging The Mood (All Four Parts)

Taken from the forced regression book:

Full Force III: Extreme

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here is a story about how to “swing” the mood.

Start with Dilemma

Swinging the Mood

The following Friday, 7pm

Dakota walked into her sister’s house, tossing her purse across the room and sitting down on the sofa.  Burying her face in her hands, she was grateful that her sister and niece weren’t home to see her current meltdown.  Oh, what an angering day it had been.  Work was fine and everything went smoothly.  Dutch texted her at lunch and she was so flirtatious at the time that she lifted the front of her shirt and sent him a picture of her bra. 

It was actually a very good day, in reality.  So why was it all so angering to her?

Continue Reading …

Dilemma (Both Parts)

Taken from the forced regression book:

Full Force III: Extreme

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here is a story about what can happen when the beginning comes to an end.

Dilemma

Friday evening, 7pm

Dakota walked into the ladies’ restroom of Bistro St. Thomas, a ritzy restaurant with an interesting mixture of French, Caribbean and American cuisines.  It had been exactly three months since she met Dutch at The Firefly Festival.  And on this night, Dutch had wined-n-dined her in celebration of the occasion.

But it wasn’t just about their first 90 days together.  It was about every day that would follow this one.  In any given relationship, the turning point or the end of the honeymoon was often pinned at the three-month mark.  That was when all the facades finally came off and when guards were finally lowered.

Checking her make-up and her hair in the mirror above the sink, Dakota turned to the side – wiggling and working to keep her little black dress from riding up her thighs.  Checking a text message that had been sent from her sister, Dakota smiled – opening her purse to put her cell phone away.  But when she opened her purse, she saw the white pacifier Dutch must have put in there before they left for their dressed to the nines night on the town.  Just the sight of that pacifier produced a tiny waltz of butterflies inside her.  And thoughts of him flooded into her mind.

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The Full Force Series

Dakota is girl who led a hard-working life.  But little has worked out for her.  Staring down a bleak future, she unwillingly is made to accept an intervention that begins a journey she will take … at full force.

Full Force I: Dakota

This is an age play tale of forced regression.  Dakota, nearing the age of 30, has spiraled out of control and become very self-destructive.  In an effort to help her, Dakota’s older sister schedules an intervention … a most unconventional intervention.  For two weeks, Dakota is engaged in an internal battle that will either steer her back on the right pathway or derail her permanently.

Sample: No Turning Back

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Full Force II: Dream Land

This is an age play tale of forced regression, but it’s a little more than just that.  It is the continuing journey of a girl named Dakota, who has begun to look for the one thing she wants more than anything else in this world … a Daddy. Looking at the profiles of a few other BabyGirls online, Dakota becomes obsessed with becoming perfect.

Scheduling another regressive therapy session, this time with a dominatrix, Dakota learns no one is perfect and that the pursuit of perfection is futile.

Sample: 99.44

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Full Force 3: Extreme – Due out in August 2017

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The Full Force Series

Full Force I: Dakota  

Full Force I: Dakota
Full Force II: Dream Land
Full Force 3: Extreme – August 2017
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Paradise Unknown

paradise-unknownTaken from the ABDL Sci-Fi book: 

Genus Two

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here is a little story about losses and what is gained … when everything becomes unknown.

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Paradise Unknown –

The sun rose, beginning a beautiful morning and on the surfaces of Genus Three, the third discovered planet – 112 million miles away from Genus One, a sparkle danced across the waters.  Genus Three, with 90% of its surface being an ocean, was truly a water world.  Only having been initially inhabited a year ago in 2115, it was still under primary colonization but some areas were quickly developed and tourism was already being encouraged.  The same gateway system that enabled people to travel from Earth to Genus One and Genus One to Genus Two also existed between Genus Two and Genus Three.  With only 10% of the planet above the watery surface, effective infrastructure meant bridges had to be built, lots and lots of bridges.  Yes, the translocation pads were on the way.  But travel by ground had to exist first.  Vacationers flocked to Genus Three as resorts and restaurants were built up quickly.  It was an island-heavy oasis.  And for whatever reason, the watery setting was good for health and recovery.

At the very end of the string of nearly 50 islands at the equator latitude of Genus Three was Paradise Island, private property that could only be accessed by boat or by the air.  No bridges or roads existed on the island and it was believed to have not been developed yet – the supposed reason being that it was still rising up from the ocean as an unfinished land mass from an underwater volcano.

While there was indeed a nearby volcano in the ocean, all other beliefs about the privately-owned Paradise Island couldn’t have been further from the truth.  And one sight of the beach on the far side of that island would only add further questions to a growing unanswered list.

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Full Force: Book Two

Dream LandThis is an age play tale of forced regression, but it’s a little more than just that.  It is also the continuing journey of a girl named Dakota.

In Full Force I: Dakota, Dakota learned a lot about herself – an awakening, so to say.

So, in “Full Force II: Dream Land”, Dakota has begun to look for the one thing she wants more than anything else in this world … a Daddy. She doesn’t really know why she wants a Daddy so much, but after looking at the profiles of a few other BabyGirls online, Dakota becomes obsessed with becoming perfect.

She meets a dominatrix named Maria who tries to help her understand that no one is perfect and that the pursuit of perfection is futile. But Dakota remains obsessed.

So Maria offers up a “session” to Dakota, five days spent with a dominatrix who would play Mommy to her.

Book Two has those elements of forced regression that the (now) series is centered around. And in this second installment of Dakota, the BabyGirl tries to believe and embrace how perfect she already is.

Sample: 99.44

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………….. The Full Force Series

   

Full Force I: Dakota
Full Force II: Dream Land
Full Force III: Extreme
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