20 Years

I just realized two days ago that I began writing my very first story on January 1st, 1999.  So I’ve been at it for 20 years. 3,679,310 words and 10,502 pages later, I believe I’ve only scratched the surface of what our four-letter common interest can provide us.  And I’m merely one fish in the sea, a member of a school I take pride in being a part of.

That first story was entitled: “The Diapered Female”.  Real creative name, huh? LOL  The story was about a college girl and boy who got together to spend a weekend trying out a fetish that the girl accidentally revealed to him when very drunken at a frat party.

I would post it online and would rewrite it for years as I kept exploring this new thing I had found called ABDL.  Years later, that story would be retitled: “When Fantasy Became Her Reality”.  Nowadays, that story appears in the book: Gabriel & Gina.

But I never believed I would keep writing stories.  Yet, they kept coming to mind and I kept typing them out, next posting a story entitled: “Overnight”.  This would later become book two in The Zeke & Lily Saga series.

Through the paperback-only era and right on into the ebook era, I have poured my heart into what I write.  Through relationships and the eventual massive growth of the ABDL community, I kept writing and writing and writing.

Some of the stories were based on real events in my life.  Others were the product of fantasies.  Others were the requests of people.

From romance to pure-n-innocence to dark BDSM themes – stories of sexuality, humiliation, diapers, spanking, diapers, little headspace, diapers, discipline, correction, bondage, forced regression, submission, relationships, love, hatred, marriage, public outings, medical fetish additives, encounters with zombies, futuristic sci-fi, dream elves, celebrities, fairy tales, diapers, bedtime tales, choose-your-own-adventures, demigods, nymphomaniacs, horror, pet play, Daddies-n-BabyGirls, Mommies-n-BabyBoys, Mommies-n-BabyGirls, babysitters, diapers, apartment scenarios, Lily, Mia, Rose, Penny, Lucy, Aria, Chelsea, Trisha, Dakota, Daisy, a girl named Love, Britney, a girl named Boo, Gina, a girl named Peaches, Sharon Lockett, Gabriel and Zeke …  the journey has been amazing.

I recall days when I would sleep for 6 hours and write for the other 18, nights when I would give up sleeping so I could finish a book by dawn and send it off into the publishing process to meet a specific deadline, conventions I would read the stories at, phone calls when I would read something to a dear sweet angel who was sent down to me from God Almighty at the absolute most-needed moment in my lifetime … and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it, looking back on it all now.

Well … perhaps I would have started sooner.

I thank each and every one of you for having been a part of my journey.  And this website will always be available for you to peruse.

The 1-on-1 Podcast: Episode One – Mako

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How do you react to people who don’t see things the way you do?  Do you accept their opinions or do you attack them?

I contacted Mako Allen (of the Big Little Podcast, DC Munch and other endeavors), asking him if he would like to do a podcast episode where we talked about a list of different topics – some of which being topics we didn’t have the same opinions about.

Ranging from discussions of terms like “community” to the ever-intriguing question of “Can ABDL and Age Play be sexual sometimes and non-sexual at other times?” to other topics about munches and conventions to other topics of how we relate to one another,  Mako and I duked it out for three hours on this first episode of a podcast that stated opinions … opinions, not facts.

But, to my surprise, our talk delved into discussions about ourselves and about others, our experiences and the all-too-important question of chunky peanut butter or creamy peanut butter.

Yep.  We got to talking about stories and about why we write them.  But we also began to discuss other places on the internet and resources that were of age play interest:

DPF.com – which no longer exists.
Aby.com
Diaperspace
Dailydiapers.com
Middle America Littles
Love in Brief
The Big Little Podcast
The Crinkle Cast
FetLife
The Ultimate Directory of FetLife ABDL Groups
Jenn Solo
When Things Fall Apart

You can find Mako Allen all over the place.  Here are several ways:

email: mako.allen@mac.com
onlydoing.net
Twitter: @makoallen
biglittlepodcast.com

His books:
Auntie Eva’s Border (In Print) (In Ebook)
Concerning Littleton

The 1-On-1 Podcast: Episode One – Mako
The gloves are off, but both opinions are still heard.

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Check out all the episodes of  The 1-On-1 Podcast:

Episode One – Mako
Episode Two – ResonantYes and RoadNotTaken
Episode Three – Star_Platypus
Episode Four – ALot and a little

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But being as The 1-On-1 Podcast is not the only ABDL podcast, we felt it important to mention some of the others, aisde from the above-listed ones:

ABDLCast – This podcast is catered to adults who just like the diapers.  Has a wordpress blog with polls, questions and more. ABDLCast on Twitter

Dream A Little – Interviews and How To’s, Overcoming Shyness, Real Life Stories.  On Tumblr     Subscribe to their newsletter

Just Another ABDL Podcast – A lot of great content on here, from diaper talk to reviews, how to tell others to experiences. Subscribe to their podcast here.

ABDL Episode on Family Affairs – Dr. Rhoda Lipscomb (talkaboutsextherapy.com), an attendee and presenter at TeddyCon 2016, leads a conversation about ABDL, the difference in sexual fetish and non-sexualized behavioral play. Learn more about what ABDL participation looks like, common misconceptions, underlying emotions and challenges for both adult babies and their partners, and the effects it can have both causing and treating anxiety and shame in participants.

Age Play Episode on Tina Horn Podcast – An indie podcast created, produced, and hosted by Tina Horn. Each episode focuses on a subject of human sexuality and non-judgmentally asks the question: Why are people into that?!  Website

Padded Paw Podcast – A podcast for Ageplayers, Furries, and Kinksters. Started in July 2016 and aims for monthly episode releases.  On Twitter

Age Play Episode on Weimerica Weekly – Hosted by Ryan Landry and touching on the cultural, political and sexual topics that fill the mindspace of our United States of Weimerica. The politicization of all cultural and social degeneracy is examined with a focus on how it fits together.  Website

Age Play Episode on The Dark Side – An adult educational podcast, focusing in on the BDSM Alternative Lifestyle and related aspects of Human Sexuality. Website

Age Play Episode on The (It Girl. Rag Doll) Podcast – Hosted by writer Molly Moore and author Harper Eliot.  Website On Twitter

 

Happy Listening!
Zorro Daddy

 

The ABDL Nympho Series

Three collections of short stories about BabyGirls who love the physical with a fevered passion.  Enter the world of Nymphomania and Age Play as they twist together in these erotic tales that not only deal with lustful desires, but emotional ones.

Not just delving into the obsessions and glorious sensations of sex but also with bisexual curiosity, these BabyGirls experience orgasms-a-plenty, fingering, humiliation, tasks on their knees, wetness, swelling, arousal, twitching, contracting muscles, more humiliation and more contracting muscles afterwards.

Oh, there are certainly some bare bottoms that will be smacked.  And the need to be tied up and tied down will be penultimate in necessity. But the diapers are never far away and whether it’s a Mommy who nurtures her or a Daddy who babies her, each BabyGirl in these stories will regress and melt – on her way to becoming a nympho.

Sample:  Study Break  –  The Rapid-Fire BabyGirl  –  Unbroken

Find these books on:

    

 

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………………….. The ABDL Twisted Books

         
   MF 1         MF 2        MF 3        MF 4        MF 5         MF 6

       
Nym 1       Nym 2      Nym 3      Dead       Dead 2

         
 Horror    Pet Play     Voice       Twist       3some

If you like these books, you may want to check out:

The Dark Age Play Series

Country Rose 6

Rose Bedford, once a city girl, is now a fully-bloomed Country Rose.  She is married to her Cowboy Daddy, Emmitt – a man who still has a habit of taking off his shirt.

As the first year of their marriage progresses: her pottery business is booming and life is sweeter than ever.  But a question enters into her mind that plagues her happiness.

Now what?  They were married and into their daily routine as husband and wife, Daddy and BabyGirl.  So … now what?

Being unable to answer this question, a new insecurity begins to trouble her … one of the feeling of irrelevancy.  And she struggles to shake this feeling.

It is an unseasonably hot autumn in Southern Pines, North Carolina.  And between sweltering temperatures, rainstorms, dark clouds and hurricanes, the usually pleasant atmosphere isn’t helping her with her insecurity.

Rose and Emmitt meet another local Daddy/BabyGirl couple and begin to broaden their dynamic.  A map of their property is discovered and a most pointed treasure hunt commences.  In the end, a series of events begin to “twist” everything about.

But on Thanksgiving morning, Rose choose to “let go” of a few things she never needed to hold onto to begin with.

Join Rose and Emmitt as their Daddy/BabyGirl romance now blooms into what happens after the honeymoon.

Sample:
“The CowGirl Ride“

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Country Rose

Country Rose 2

Country Rose 3

Country Rose 4

Country Rose 5

Country Rose 6

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If you like The Country Rose Series,  I’d also recommend checking out two other ABDL Romance series:

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The Zeke & Lily Saga

The Mia Series

 

The CowGirl Ride – Both Parts

Taken from the ABDL Romance book:

Country Rose 6

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 here is a little story about a cowgirl and the ride she took one stormy night.

The CowGirl Ride –

It was a rainy Sunday evening, September 17^th.  And in Southern Pines, North Carolina, the temperature was slowly falling from 75 degrees to 65 degrees.  Standing at the entrance to the horse barn, Rose held her hands on her hips, sassed and cocked to the side.  The warmer autumns in North Carolina were something she had become used to in the few years she had spent down there.  But having lived in Boston almost all of her life, the BeanTown impulses within her always found surprise every year in the reminder of a warm fall.

Standing there and looking up at the sheets of rain that poured down, partially blocking the beautiful Carolina dusk, Rose was dressed in one of her Daddy’s button-down shirts, her pink cowgirl hat, her pink cowgirl boots and one of her pink diapers.  Having moved down to North Carolina and having become a country rose seemed like such a distant memory.  Yet every day, she was happily reminded of it anew.

Looking across the dirt driveway to the farm house, she saw the light on in the upstairs nursery.  Smiling, she waddled over to the shelves next to the entrance – picking up a horse brush and then waddling over to stalls.  Climbing up and over the stalls, she smiled even more brightly at the thought of Emmitt, her Daddy, wandering all over the house – from room to room, searching for her.

She had slipped out of the house, right after her bath and right after he had put her in a diaper.  It was a wonderful bath.  Emmitt was a professional at it, at this point.  But throughout her time in the bubbly water and then afterwards as she looked up at the nursery ceiling from the view of her changing table, she didn’t have the heart to tell him how much she needed to pee.  So once he fastened the tapes and put her down to her feet, she took off out of the house – grabbing her cowgirl gear and one of his shirts as he was distracted by a phone call. 

He would find her soon enough.  He always did, even when she playfully ran off because she wet the diaper he had just put her in.

Full Force III: Extreme

Dakota is an early 30-something girl with a lot of trouble in her past, but trouble she found a way to overcome.  Through two week-long sessions that were described to her as “emotional therapy”, she has re-learned what self-esteem feels like and how to make smarter decisions with her life.

But what she really learned was that “emotional therapy” is achieved by regressing a subject back to infancy and doing so forcefully if necessary.  And in Dakota’s case, it was necessary.

While her therapy session were successful in removing bad thoughts from her head and implanting good ones, she also took a liking the forced regression.  Discovering age play online, she got onto a website and found Dutch.  Dutch was a Daddy at heart and he didn’t even know it … until he met her.

At the start of this book, Dakota and Dutch have been a Daddy and BabyGirl couple for three months.  That’s right when the honeymoon usually ends in a relationship and reality sets in a bit more fully.  Dakota reveals to Dutch that she has a problem with shutting down emotionally when certain things happen and she asks him for help when next she gets the blah feelings.

One particular Friday evening, Dutch invites her over to his house for a few hours.  But those few turn into an entire weekend of a third “emotional therapy” session.  And the forced regression she receives breaks her down to her core.

But is it enough to help her get through the shut down mode she is currently plagued with?

Full Force III: Extreme continued the story of Dakota.  And after a few spankings, some restraints and a few bowls of undesirable mush, she will be a different soul.  But will she feel anything by the end?

Samples:
“Dilemma”
“Swinging The Mood“

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………….. The Full Force Series

   

Full Force I: Dakota

Full Force II: Dream Land

Full Force III: Extreme

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Swinging The Mood (All Four Parts)

Taken from the forced regression book:

Full Force III: Extreme

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here is a story about how to “swing” the mood.

Start with Dilemma

Swinging the Mood –

The following Friday, 7pm

Dakota walked into her sister’s house, tossing her purse across the room and sitting down on the sofa.  Burying her face in her hands, she was grateful that her sister and niece weren’t home to see her current meltdown.  Oh, what an angering day it had been.  Work was fine and everything went smoothly.  Dutch texted her at lunch and she was so flirtatious at the time that she lifted the front of her shirt and sent him a picture of her bra. 

It was actually a very good day, in reality.  So why was it all so angering to her?