A Sensual Slow Burn

From the forthcoming:

The Mommy Grats:  Boy Toy 3

here’s a story about how it’s best to keep “Aces in their Paces”.

Warning:  This Ain’t No Daddy/BabyGirl Story.

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(Begin with Learning Along the Way)

A Sensual Slow Burn -

For the next six days and five nights, they would be escaping the fast pace that their lives had suddenly become caught up in. 

This primarily had to do with Ben’s promotion.  His career was advancing quickly and it was doing so because of his merit of work.  But with his promotion, he was made to work harder for the increase in salary.  With his new responsibilities came larger projects with bigger budgets and clients that were unreasonably demanding.  Ben always kept his head about him when dealing these new people like Carl Davenport, but it was taking its toll on him.  And Olivia could tell this change in him immediately.  Not only was regression a side of his personality, but it had fast-become a necessity in his life.  Little by little, Olivia grew more into the Mommy role and when at home, Ben found the relief from stress he desperately required.

In just a span of two months, Ben had gone from having a secret and a job with possible upward mobility to having an exposed heart (not just to Olivia, but to her friends – Gretchen & Rachel) and a job with achieved upward mobility.  Now it was a matter of balancing his emotions and keeping his promotion.  Stress had become his life and he sought desperately to avoid.  As he pulled onto the dirt road that led into the mountainous woods and to their cabin for the week, Olivia turned up the Mommy mode just a bit more – bearing in mind that her words and her tone would need to comfort him with maternal love while also control him with gentle toughness.  And these days, Ben needed both sides of every emotion, more so now than ever before.

Couldn’t Have Said It Better

To the Tune of Van Morrison’s “Brown-Eyed Girl”

 

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Hey BabyGirl

Or should I call you “Espy”

You’re still the angel

That healed this Daddy

Lovin’ and a-livin’, Baby

Writin’ and a-writin’

Just a Lucy, Penny, Mia and Lily

Oh and I’m delightin’ in you

My BabyGirl

Lovin’ you, My BabyGirl

 

Can you remember

That first set of tingles

Knowing where we were headed

Was no place for singles

Standing there in Times Square as we were

Livin’ off of Rainbow Dreams

With heartbeats just a-skippin’, Baby

Knowing well that Karma deems I love you

My BabyGirl

You and Only You, My BabyGirl

 

Do you know that I melt when you say to me

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba baba

You say it all

Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wawa

BabyGirl

 

So good to know today

Will build to tomorrow

I’d want it no other way

But to know I can borrow

Every second to thank the Heavens

Sometimes, I’m overwhelmed thinkin’ ‘bout

Meeting you and fallin’ for you

Yeah and without a doubt, I love you

My BabyGirl

You and Only You, My BabyGirl

 

Do you know that I gush when you say to me

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba baba

That’s a mouthful

Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wa wawa

You Betcha

Ba dit da dit da dit da dit da dit da dit da

I couldn’t have said it better myself

Couldnt Have Said It Better

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Learning Along the Way

From the forthcoming:

The Mommy Grats:  Boy Toy 3

here’s a story about how learning a lesson doesn’t have to be a bad thing at all.

Warning:  This Ain’t No Daddy/BabyGirl Story.

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Learning Along the Way -

“I swear to you, Livie, Carl Davenport might be the most difficult human being I have ever had to work with in my life,” Ben said emphatically as he took the turnpike ticket from the machine and stepped on the gas.

“Is he worse than that Italian businessman in Chicago who wanted you to get the city to make special considerations for his chain of pizza shops?” Olivia asked, understanding how stressful Ben’s architect projects could be.

“Carl Davenport puts everyone to shame. Bar none,” Ben replied.  “He’s the kind of person that most see as a nightmare to have to work with, or worse, to have to work under.  The more you do for him and the more personal sacrifices you make, the more he demands from you and the less he respects what you’ve done.”

“He kinda sounds like your mother,” Olivia joked while lowering her chin to hide her smile.

From Her Finger to Her Toes

Discoveries are what make life interesting.  Those things you didn’t expect to find along the way remain with you – long after you’ve gotten used to them.  Discoveries of Self are the added touches you find, enabling you to learn your place in this world.

She knew in her heart that she wanted nothing more than to feel the security that often was absent from her life.  Following her heart, she sought the one kind of person who could make her world his world.  And for a BabyGirl, finding that connection with a Daddy seemed more important than so many other things that were truly nothing but background noise and distractions.

Having just finished her first Skype session with a Daddy whom she was fast-falling in love with, she heard him call her his “BabyGirl”.  Those words melted her heart and now in reflection of the fresh memories, she curled up in a ball, filled with tummyflies that gave her a sense of littleness all over.

And she could feel it … from her fingers to her toes.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

The CAPCon Experience: Sunday

Begin with CAPCon 2012

At a Hotel near Chicago in April,  the Chicago Age Players held an annual convention that showed what happens when you Dream Big about Being Little.

The CAPCon Experience: Sunday

Sunday began a bit earlier for me than Saturday and it required an even quicker wake-up.  Jumping in the shower and racing down to grab a bagel and cup of coffee from the Continental Breakfast in the front lobby, I headed back to the convention area, walking into Classroom A to see something that I was quite excited to hear would be happening at CAPCon this year. 

The Mia Series: Book Seven

Mia’s story continues and life keeps moving forward.  From engagement to moving to plans for the future, suddenly she is overwhelmed by how fast everything has changed for her, but more importantly, by how permanent those changes could be.  With an over-active mind already, she struggles with balancing a growing need for littleness with the natural need for physical.

On this weekend, Mia desperately searches for a sign, any sign at all, that will reassure her the choices she has made were the right ones.  And regardless of where she is – whether staring up at the ceiling of the car as Eric changes her diaper in the backseat or screaming deafeningly at the stars in the sky as Eric climbs with her to the summit, Mia begins to see signs that luck is watching.

Samples: 

“What Happens Under the Stars, Stays Under the Stars“

“All’s Well That Ends Well“

 

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The Mia Series

…. One            Two          Three         Four          Five           Six          Seven

The CAPCon Experience: Saturday

Begin with CAPCon 2012

At a Hotel near Chicago in April,  the Chicago Age Players held an annual convention that showed what happens when you Dream Big about Being Little.

The CAPCon Experience: Saturday

Saturday morning opened with more classes and  the open play area was busy with a bunch of littles who had the time of their lives … or at least, that’s what I was told had happened on Saturday morning.  I wasn’t actually there.  LOL  I, myself, was fast asleep still up in my room and it wouldn’t be until the afternoon that I would wake up.  Surprisingly, I had made it through two days without the usual constant stream of Turkey Hill Iced Tea I consume.  Waking up is usually a quick thing for me.  But without the iced tea, it can take a bit longer.  With a bit of Mt. Dew from the bar downstairs, I built up my energy and went into the convention space to see ABDL-ers everywhere, enjoying the experience of simply “being”.  And as I made my way to Classroom B for another story time reading, I thought back to the words of a gentleman from New Jersey I had befriended a few years prior. 

All’s Well that Ends Well

Taken from:

The Mia Series: Book Seven

The Weekend of “Signs”

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here is a story about wishing through worries and going where the waters lead you.

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All’s Well that Ends Well –

Mia placed one foot directly in front of the other, holding her sandals in one hand and stretching her arms straight out from her sides to keep balance as she walked along the same tiny stone trail as a few months ago.  Eric followed behind her, smiling at her free-spirited charm.  The trail led up the same hill they traveled before to the same old abandoned well where Mia made a wish.  But last time, the coin she tossed in was a random one he took from his pocket.  This time, the penny between her fingers was lucky.  It had to be.  She was sure of it.  She found it heads up.  And last time, she made a wish.  This time, she had returned with a dream come true, holding her hand as she stepped up onto the edge of the well.

The CAPCon Experience: Friday

Begin with CAPCon 2012

At a Hotel near Chicago in April,  the Chicago Age Players held an annual convention that showed what happens when you Dream Big about Being Little.

The CAPCon Experience: Friday

Thankfully, the hotel room mates kicked me a little around Noon on Friday.  We had quite a bit to set up before the convention opened registration later that day.  First on the docket was setting up the ball pit.  Pulling the vehicles around to the back of the hotel, we made short order out of the task of carrying about 5000 ball pit balls into the convention space.  And instantly, we saw the feel of family in action.

What would have taken two or three people quite some time to accomplish became a quick task as a caravan of people lent both of their hands.  In a few short minutes, the ball pit walls and its balls were safely inside the convention space.  And a group of about 15 people went from one room to another within the convention space, setting everything up.  And many hands showed the growing feel of family.  Not only was CAPCon a “coming out” party for so many newbies, but every step (or crawl) of the way, the acceptance of one and all wasn’t just felt but also shown.

That Moment When She Knew She Was Whipped

Having her Daddy wrapped around her finger was one of her most cherished successes in life.  She had a particular kind of dynamic with him uncommon.  It was a one beyond that which drew them together as a Daddy-n-BabyGirl.

She would admit it took a little while to train him to be exactly as she wanted, but she was quite proud of how he was now instinctively able to tell the difference between what she wanted and what she needed.  The problem was:  She sometimes got greedy and her Daddy would give in at moments when he really should’ve said no to whatever she was trying to get him to give her.

As his Lil Princess, her two favorite things to say were, “I love you Daddy” and “Gimme”.  Sometimes she said both of them in succession and the result was always that she got her way.  She truly had him wrapped around her finger.  That is, until her Daddy hired a babysitter to watch her during the day as he worked.

In short order, she grew attached to her babysitter, but discovered, early on, she didn’t have the same control in situations as she did with her Daddy.  This might’ve proven to be a bad turn of events had her babysitter not made a statement which enter the BabyGirl’s mind right before a temper tantrum began:

“How you treat others will return to you, full circle.”

Her BabySitter told her that if she acted up during their day of shopping, she would learn a little something in the back seat of the car.  Lying on her back with her legs raised up and nakedness revealing her, she learned that sometimes what she needed was also what she wanted.  Without fighting her babysitter at all, the BabyGirl was diapered before they walked back into the mall.  Waddling alongside her babysitter as they crossed the parking lot, she smiled and realized at that moment that, just like her Daddy, she was whipped.

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25 “Priceless Moments”

What Happens Under the Stars, Stays Under the Stars

Taken from:

The Mia Series: Book Seven

The Weekend of “Signs”

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here is a story about finally sharing secrets we never should’ve kept and about submitting to what we’ve wanted all along.

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What Happens Under the Stars Stays Under the Stars –

…….. Mia gazed up at the stars, brilliantly displayed above Fetterman’s Park just outside the town limits, but more importantly – away from the street lamps that kept their dazzling sparkle hidden from her earlier.  Wrapped in her baby blanket and leaning back on Eric chest, she nursed from her baby bottle as he kept his arms and legs around her.  Her face beamed with the memories of her visits to him last summer when he brought her to this very park, climbed up on the hood of his car and cradled her just as he was doing now.  Stargazing was something she often did from her nursery window when she spent the night in her crib.  And being as the night sky was clearest on cold nights without cloud cover, Eric had positioned her crib right in front of the window.  But nothing could capture stargazing more fully than when at the park, with the Heavens spread out across the sky.

The CAPCon Experience: Thursday

Begin with CAPCon 2012

At a Hotel near Chicago in April,  the Chicago Age Players held an annual convention that showed what happens when you Dream Big about Being Little.

The CAPCon Experience: Thursday

What’s the longest road trip you’ve ever taken?  And where were you headed?  In the past 6 years, I’ve made more road trips than I can recall.  Yesterday, while headed to the Charm City, I looked down at my odometer and saw the miles.  Smiling, I thought about how my car had visited ever state east of the Mississippi – except for Louisiana, Maine and New Hampshire.

But the longest of all of those road trips was one that took me to Chicago.  And though it lasted 14 hours, it flew by.  But fast or slow, where I was headed was worth every second of the travel.

Wrapping Her Arms Around a Feeling

She was a sweetheart and all who met her could clearly see how much love she possessed & how much she showed to the world.  Her Daddy often called her sweetheart and he always said it was more than just a term of endearment. 

She embraced everything she loved.  It was the one way she could share the love she had inside without having to find the words she often struggled to come up with.  Nursing on her pacifier and gazing up at her Daddy often spoke more clearly and directly of the “sweet” in her heart.

People who could see in her actions what she felt inside and could hear what she couldn’t say were the people she clung to the tightest.  Even with a sweet heart of affection to share and a littleness that fueled her happiness, she too had moments of insecurity, moments when over-active thoughts needed reassurance and moments when she needed to hear sweetheart.

Being a BabyGirl wasn’t just a natural state of mind, but also a state of thought.  Embracing each thought was just a important as knowing each hug came back to her as she had given it.  And that was a feeling she could wrap her arms around.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

Gratification Eight: Power Trips & Sexual Extreme

Gratification Eight continues the journey into the darker side of age play with two stories that have alternate endings to choose from and some others that put the sting into the hush you should’ve kept all along.

This collection of erotic age play stories will make you think twice, bite your lip, hold your tongue, teach you to accept, beg, whimper … and then make you do it all again.

As always, the gratification stories are designed to be read as you … well, as you do whatever your little heart desires.

Sometimes she’s Big. Sometimes she’s little. But she’s always his BabyGirl.

Samples:      “The Green Switch“     -    “All You’ve Got“

 

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The Gratification Collection:

Gratification: Fantasies & Punishment

Gratification Two: Discipline & Humiliation

Gratification Three: Surrender & Submission

Gratification Four: Helpless & Vulnerable

Gratification Five: Spankings & Correction

Gratification Six: Mind Games & Melt Downs

Gratification Seven: Pleasures & Guilt

Gratification Eight: Power Trips & Sexual Extreme

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The Big Little Podcast – Episode 77: “Ageplay Leadership”

If the names Mako & Spacey don’t ring a bell, it may be because you’re not matching up the names with the voices.

Now in the midst of the 3rd season of The Big Little Podcast, this duo of diaper-clad gents continue to do something of paramount importance.  Each week, they hold a podcast about ageplay and how various other aspects of life intertwine with it – from lifestyles to work to emotions.  Their podcasts show how being little isn’t all that uncommon and how life can be enhanced by the things we harbor in our hearts.

I had the good fortune of attending CAPCon 2013 and also being invited to sit in the panel for the CAPCon Podcast.  The topic was leadership within the community we know and are a part of.  While I didn’t know if I was a credible guest panelist for such a topic, I was honored to sit in and lend my thoughts.  

You can find the CAPCon podcast here.

There were 77 Big Little Podcast episodes as of the time that I wrote this blog posting and you can find them all here.

Two of which I will highlight for no particular reason I’ll ever admit to …

Episode 12 – “Age Play, Blindness, and Diaper Buying Fun”

Episode 38 – “Making Ageplay Porn”

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There’s Something About the “Give” of “Receive”

She had been raised to become a wonderfully compliant and attentive wife to her future husband.  It was hard to part with that mentality – not without parting with her ultra-traditional family, but she always dreamed of a husband who could show her how much he cared for her in ways other than just words and commands.

She met a man who saw things the way she did and it was quite by chance.  But a chance was what she was waiting for.  When they visited their families, they played the roles perfectly.  She showed him absolute obedience with no desire for return of the sentiment.

But in the other 95% of time, they turned that obedience and control dynamic into something they both wanted far more – a bond.  Her instincts had been engrained with the need to take care of him, but his kindheartedness saw her need to receive the same back.

As his BabyGirl, she got all the attention she lacked from far earlier in her life and was still able to fuss over her husband when she needed to.

There was something about the “give” of “receive” that made it seem more natural than breathing and more powerful than that first heartbeat after sex.  Whatever it was, they’d figured it out later, giving it the due attention it would need.  As for right now, it was nap time and the only thing that presently needed attention was her diaper. 

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

All You’ve Got

From the book:

 

Gratification Eight:

Power Trips & Sexual Extreme

 

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here is a little story about what you receive when you give all you’ve got.

 

All You’ve Got -

Nicki slammed her car door shut and stormed down the sidewalk.  Oh, this stupid street!  What good was it to have parking spaces in front of their house if someone else was always parked in them?  She had to park a half a block away which, while entering the 12^th hour in these stupid heels, was a half a block too far away.  Ugh.

Thank God this day was over because she needed some serious stress relief at this point.  Her job really wasn’t supposed to be as stressful as it had turned out to be.  Maybe someday, when she was a millionaire business owner like her boss, perhaps she wouldn’t care either that she employed many people who sat around and did nothing while dumping all the work on the co-worker of their choice.  Today was her day to be dumped on.  And it was only Wednesday.  For pity’s sake, how was she going to get through two more days of this torture?

The Truth Behind You

The little Princess was so excited the pool was finally being opened she could hardly wait to get in it.  It didn’t matter how cold the water would be, what an opened pool meant was that winter was over and summer was on the way!

Her Daddy was working very hard to clean the pool water and she was losing the ability to wait. So, she did something very brave.

Her Daddy told her to stay on the play blanket in the living room, but what he failed to realize was that she could see the pool from the living room.  She had been a good girl, thus far, and had remained on the blanket just as he had said to do.  But he didn’t tell her she couldn’t pull a chair over, set it in the middle of the blanket and stand on it so she could watch him opening the pool in the back yard.  And that is exactly what she did.

But now, her little heart could wait no longer.  She got down off the chair, crawled her diapered bottom back to the hallway to her nursery where she took off her tshirt, slipped into her pink swim suit and even blew up her arm floaties before she sprinted her crinkle out the back door and to the pool side.

“Princess, I can tell you’re very excited to get in the pool,” her Daddy said, setting up a lounge chair and draping a pool towel over it.

“How can you tell, Daddy?” she said, facing towards the pool to admire how crystal clear he had made the water.

“Well, BabyGirl…,” her Daddy began, opening up a new diaper and placing it flat on the lounge chair before looking back to her.  “Let’s just say that sometimes when you don’t know the truth, it will be because it was right behind you, where you may not have looked, all along.” 

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25 “Priceless Moments”

The Green Switch

From the book:

Gratification Eight:

Power Trips & Sexual Extreme

 

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here is a little story about correction with alternate endings to choose from.

The Green Switch -

Vanessa stomped her feet on the back porch and folded her arms, nursing from her pacifier with a poutiness.  Her Daddy sat on the rocking chair on the back porch, waiting until her current tantrum subsided enough for her to be able to listen again.  Vanessa had a bit of a temper that consumed her attention when it got bad enough.  And, given the reason why he had taken her out onto the back porch, locking the back door, her tantrum was understood … to an extent.

Drumming his fingers on the end of the left arm rest, he slowly started rocking, looking out into the woods behind their house.  She knew what was going to happen and she knew what he was going to say.  And there was no avoiding what was going to happen.

A Little Bit of What She’s Got

She put herself through college, going to classes from 8 am-4pm and then working from 5pm to midnight as a waitress at a nearby grease spoon diner.  She would then go home, get a shower, get a bite to eat, do her homework and sleep for the four hours remaining before she got up and did it all over again.

She did this 5 days a week, 9 months a year for 4 years.  On Saturdays, she worked a first shift internship and then a second shift at the diner.  On Sunday mornings, she volunteered at a soup kitchen, coming home in the afternoon and regressing until Monday morning.

She knew her Daddy was out there, somewhere … waiting for her.  She just hadn’t met him yet.  But until that first meeting, she was going to drive straight ahead with her life, achieving every success she endeavored and overcoming every obstacle in her way.

She graduated at the end of those 4 years and was hired as a paralegal almost immediately.  But she wasn’t hired because of perfect grades or because of overwhelming knowledge.  Good grades she had and the knowledge she still needed she would learn.  But this BabyGirl was hired because of something that dazzled in the twinkling of her irises.

She had determination and everyone who met her could see it in her.  They all had the same thought about her:  “I want a little bit of what she’s got.”

Instead of wanting something, she went out and got it.  Or, if she knew she couldn’t get it yet, she prepared herself for the day she would finally get it.  But never once did she believe that it wouldn’t happen.

Chance favors the prepared mind and sometimes we find what we’re looking for when we least expect it.

Can you believe it?  The first lawyer she worked for turned out to be a Daddy.  Imagine if she hadn’t pushed herself through college to get that paralegal degree.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

Zeke and Lily: By Summer’s End

It’s late April. Zeke & Lily return for a summer they won’t see again for quite a few years to come.

In the past, they addressed the challenges thrown their way with a broader imagination of what life could hold if they didn’t chop it up along the way.  But this summer is different and as life continues to move forward, they suddenly find themselves with limited time and only a few pages left before this chapter of their lives ends and the next one begins.

Lily is now pregnant and their daughter will be born in the fall.  Until then, Lily’s chemo treatments will be halted and her health will be at risk.  But she’s determined to become a mother, even if it kills her.

From a doctor’s visit as well as from her own over-active mind, she decides to make a To-Do list of things she always wanted to do with Zeke before they became parents.

Join Zeke and Lily as they prepare for the future by tying up the loose ends of the past.  And along the way, Lily tries to complete her list … By Summer’s End.

Samples:

“Being Zeke & Lily“  

“Lily’s To-Do List“  

“Lily of the Forest“

“When Mr. Woody Helped Lily Put it All Together”

 

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The Zeke and Lily Series

 Book 1  Book 2  Book 3 Book 4   Book 5 Book 6 Book 7  Book 8  Book 9

 

“Daddy, this isn’t what it looks like …”

“Daddy, I know that you think I came in here to use the potty.  And you probably think that I took my diaper off too, I bet.  But I assure you that nothing could be the further from the truth.  Let me explain to you what happened so that they’re aren’t any misconceptions,” the BabyGirl said, fidgeting as she continued her story.  “I was sitting on the bed, minding my own business and watching the last couple of episodes of Pretty Little Liars, which I thank you for DVR-ing by the way, when I heard a horrible noise coming from the bathroom.  So I got up and ran in here to see what the noise was, but on the way in, I brushed up against the latch on the door and it ripped the tapes off of one side of my diaper and then my diaper fell down to the ground and remained around my ankle exactly as you see it now.  But that’s not all that happened.  There was a cat in the bathroom, Daddy.  And the cat was chasing a bird that had flown in through the window.  I know, you’re probably thinking ‘No way’, but Yes way, Daddy.  The noise I was hearing was the cat and the bird chasing each other around.  And no sooner did I come into the room then the bird flew out the window and the cat followed it.  So I quickly, shut the window and locked it for you.  So what I’m saying is:  Daddy, this isn’t what it looks like …”

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25 “Priceless Moments”

“Lily of the Forest”

From the 9th book in the series:

Zeke & Lily: By Summer’s End

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Here is a bedtime story about the power of a girl’s love.

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“Lily of the Forest”

“So, are you ready for a story?” Zeke asked, sitting on the edge of the couch and looking down at Lily, dressed for bed and eager to be entertained by one of his silly imaginative tales.

Lily nodded, smiling sweetly behind her pacifier and sitting up on the couch, waiting patiently for her bedtime story like a good girl.

“Somewhere tucked between the dreams we remember and the dreams yet to come, there is a forest where dreams are kept until they are made,” he began, taking the blanket down from off the back of the sofa and spreading it out on the cushion.  “Dream elves run about this forest, keeping all the still-undreamt memories together.  But within this forest there is a sprite that connects every living creature to its dreams.  Her name is Lily.”

The Sense of the Forward Option

When at life’s crossroads, you have three options:  The first is straight ahead, continuing on your journey.  The second is to part & go your separate ways – one turning left & the other turning right. 

But few people remember the third option – The one when you turn around & look back at the road that brought you this far.  Going back where you come from is as optional as forward is.

She was a simple girl with a simple love for being simple.  She and her Daddy had a choice to make, not too long ago.  Life had brought them to one of those crossroads.  And they looked at the left-n-right options.  The road ahead was clear, but no matter which choice they made, they would remember the road  that had brought them this far together.  And the lessons they had learned along the way made the decision very clear.

“Bed time, BabyGirl,” her Daddy said, walking into the bedroom.

She sat up and looked at her Daddy, smiling behind her pacifier and knowing that she had made the right decision.  Forward seemed more than optional when she thought about it.  It was the only choice that made sense.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

When Mr. Woody helped Lily put it all together

Mr. Woody is a dream elf and the creation of Lily, an AB Girl with a vivid imagination.  As she dreamt more and more, Mr. Woody became her counselor, her friend and her creation.

This is the story of the night they put her past together with her future.

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When Mr. Woody helped Lily put it all together -

A loud and obnoxious clearing of the throat was heard, followed by laughter.  Lily opened her eyes at the sounds, lifting her head up and squinting at the flickering light from the television behind her as it reflected off the ceiling and walls.  She was still lying on Zeke’s chest on the floor in the middle of the living room.  Athos and Porthos had each snuggled along either side of his head, purring in unison into his ears.  Pretzel had nestled herself under his left arm and Aramis had curled up with Pretzel.  But where was little D’Artagnan?  And what time of night was it?  And who just cleared their throat?  And who was now laughing?

“Right There, Daddy.”

There were many moments in life when her clumsiness knocked her to the ground.  There were other times when those shin-high boots wobbled a bit too much for her to remain standing.  And not to forget to mention the heels she was often expected to wear to formal functions – more like ankle-breaking devices than anything else.

But maybe the one fall she would remember more than all the others was the one when her heart fell head over heels for her Daddy.  He knocked her off her feet and she didn’t have any chance to defend against how much she needed him in her life.

Kneeling down alongside her, he asked her a simple question and one that would give her the opportunity to remain permanently off her feet:

“Show me where it hurts, Baby,” he asked with a syrupy-rich Daddy tone to his voice.

She parted her knees, took his hand, placed it between her legs on her diaper and before planting the biggest kiss on him she had ever given anyone, she whispered her answer with the sweetest innocence he had ever heard:

“Right there, Daddy,” she whispered with a lust in her eyes that made clear how good it felt to have fallen for him.

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25 “Priceless Moments”

Lily’s To-Do List

From the 9th book in the series:

Zeke & Lily: By Summer’s End

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here is a story about the difference between things left to do & things waiting to be finished.

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Lily’s To-Do List –

Zeke opened the passenger’s door and Lily got in, no sooner sitting down that being pounced upon by Pretzel.  The little pooch was fast asleep in the back seat and had suddenly startled awake, leaping into the front seat and greeting Lily as if they hadn’t seen one another all day.  In reality, the doctor’s appointment had only been about 15 minutes, but in a dog’s sense of time, 15 minutes was no different than 15 hours.  Lily never minded Pretzel’s overly-joyful reactions.  Remembering back to her dream with Mr. Woody a few months ago, she realized that it was instinct which made her so loving to animals.  With a dog and four kittens, she was surrounding herself with love … so she would never be alone.  With her pregnancy nearing the end of the first trimester, all seemed well, but as the obstetrician made clear, there was a lot going on inside her right now.  It just wouldn’t be visible to anyone but her for a little while yet.

What She Found Between the Bubbles

 

For as silly as it may have seemed at times, the truth was she loved to be naked.  And whenever possible, the clothes came off.  Her boyfriend had no problem with this obsession of hers at all.  Of course he wouldn’t mind her being naked – not just because he was a guy, but also because he knew her obsession was really with being vulnerable. 

Whether she laid in his bed, having his seeds planted inside her or whether she laid across his lap, cradled by his arms as she felt the afterglow, she always cherished how vulnerable she was when naked.

But when receiving her bath, she always nursed on her pacifier throughout so she would remain quiet and visit in her thoughts the places where a vulnerable, naked girl’s mind could be led.

A place to feel little in big moments, all the time she needed to get where she wanted, and the right conditions to be as vulnerable as she could – That was what she found between the bubbles.

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25 “Precious Pacifiers”

Being Zeke & Lily

From the 9th book in the series:

Zeke & Lily: By Summer’s End

 

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here is a story about being the most important thing you can be … yourself.  And just as important … knowing why.

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Being Zeke & Lily –

Lily got up onto her knees on the passenger’s seat and leaned on the dashboard, nursing on her pacifier and smiling.  Spring had arrived once again and by mid-April, what this meant was:  the Amish were coming out of the woodwork and making lines of horse-n-buggies to drive around.  For Lily, this was a thrill to see as she made it her personal mission to wave at every single one of them.   But as they turned onto May Post Office Road, Zeke prepared for the slalom ride of the next 8 miles.

“Kettle, Daddy?” Lily mumbled behind her pacifier, waving at the first buggy as they passed it.

“You know, that’s a really good idea, Princess!”  Zeke said with playful excitement.  “We haven’t been there in a while, have we?”

She smiled more widely behind her pacifier, bouncing a bit with an excitement – equaling that in his voice.  Kettle meant a trip to the Kitchen Kettle Village in”Coursy” as Lily called it, or Intercourse, PA as it was known to everyone else.  It was collection of small stores either selling Amish-made goods or selling the Amish idea.  Unlike a lot of folks in Lancaster County, Lily hadn’t lost interest in the Amish quaintness.  And whereas, it was interesting to know that Intercourse, PA was named for the intersection of Routes 340 and 772 – not for the other meaning of the word, that Paradise, PA was named for the beauty of the land, that Blue Ball, PA and Bird-In-Hand, PA were named after taverns in those areas.  Lily enjoyed the history, but also the opportunity to make a joke out of the names:  You have to go through Intercourse to get to Paradise, but if you get lost along the way you’ll have to settle on Blue Ball or Bird-in-Hand.    

Espy’s Lullabye

To the Tune of Jason Mraz’s “I’m Yours”

 

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My dear sweet Espy, I think it’s groovy

You made it all the way through every Twilight movie

The next time the wolves attack, Team Edward’s got their backs

 

Before you put in your My Little Pony Collection

I’m certain there was something that to my recollection

You needed to do right now, let me tell you how

 

We can’t procrastinate this lullabye

It’s way past your bedtime

 

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So waddle your way up to the nursery

With fingers to the sky here comes your nightie

Climb into your crib and you’ll find all your stuffies

 

Listen to the music from your mobile as you watch it spin

It’s time to let those dreams come in

And it’s your Daddy-given right to be dry before you sleep

 

We can’t procrastinate this lullabye

It’s way past your bedtime

 

There’s no need to fidget or fuss, your diaper is dry
It’s way past your bedtime

 

………………………………. It’s Not PlayTime

It’s Not LunchTime

It’s Not Bath Time

It’s Not NightTime

It’s the Right Time

It’s Dream Time

A little Crib Time

It’s BedTime

 

The constellation on the ceiling will light your way to dream land

At 3am I’ll see you with a new Bambino in hand

My BabyGirl, it’s late

And your dream elf awaits

 

So twinkle with your twinklers and close your little blinkers

Rid yourself of wigglers and dream with your thinker

It’s what BabyGirls do, but usually before 2

 

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We can’t procrastinate this lullabye

It’s way past your bedtime

So waddle your way up to the nursery

With fingers to the sky here comes your nightie

Climb into your crib and you’ll find all your stuffies

 

So please don’t, please don’t, please don’t
Please don’t fidget and please don’t fuss cause your diaper is dry
It’s a, It’s a, It’s way past your bedtime

 

So waddle your way up to the nursery

With fingers to the sky here comes your nightie

Climb into your crib and you’ll find all your stuffies 

 

We can’t procrastinate this lullabye

It’s way past your bedtime

 

Espys Lullabye

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